I sometimes miss those drunken nights -- drunken face, drunken smiles and laughters, the drunken stories we've shared. I sometimes wish to maybe relive those memories just to satisfy my craving of your presence and your joys... tho I know deep down that none of it will come back anyhow.
I still long for the nights that I'd be sitting out by the front yard, star gazing, feeling the cold breeze and just gradually falling asleep and at peace beside you -- I guess now, I just long with the thought of you and how things used to be.
I still think that maybe in time, things would work out just fine - the way it's supposed to be. But then again, i thought --- maybe there's a reason why things had to go this hard for both of us, either for us to endure it and to grow together, or for both of us to realize that we've made mistakes of choosing each other.
Still, if there's a possibility for an alternative world, or what they mostly call "parallel universe", if I'd still be able to know you, I'd still choose you and be better. I miss you ~
Au revoir ~
Words by yours truly,
Elli "belly"
Me too. I do believe in soulmate and in parallel universe. I'm happy that i found my soul mate. My partner in crime, my partner in everything.