I can't do it

You told me

Becoming happy for you

I reliaze now dear

It is hard for me

I love them so much

I feel dying and dead

In this deep love

And i cannot give up

Like curse and gift

I cannot save my self

But i can help them

I can make them becoming happy

If i have another door

In another world...

I hope i can go on

Then get my peace

Caused this tired is making me

So suffer like dead flowers

I want to stay a life but i cannot do it