Losing You Broke Me Into A Million Pieces
Death is inevitable. We don't know when this will happen to us or to anyone around us.
I don't know where to start and how to move on from this part of my life. Losing my dear child feels like the whole world crashes. Its been three days since I last saw my child (one of the twins) but the things that happened on that very day still very fresh in my mind. Every time I open my eyes, its him that I see. My life feels incomplete without him. I cried everyday hoping to ease the heaviness I felt in my heart but moment after it will just get back again. I want to be numb even just for hours so that I can let my heart and mind rest but I can't. I'm just hoping that I can still be able to get up from this heartbreaking time of my life.
I am praying that God will strengthen me so that I can still fulfill my duties as a wife and mother. Though it pains me knowing that my son leave us permanently, I know God has a purpose why he take my son as early as this.
Maybe you are all curious on what happened, you can read my blog that I just posted in Hive. https://peakd.com/hive-188409/@aezielove/im-losing-a-part-of-me-oror-my-first-intense-heartbreak
This is the link to it.
Right now, I'm still mourning but I'm trying not to break because my other children need me especially my daughter since it's her first time not seeing and feeling his twin brother's presence. I always monitor her because I don't want to let her be drown into sadness. As much as possible, we tried not to let her be alone. I always ask his youngest brother to play with her since his the only one who isn't much aware of what's happening right now.
To all my friends here who left encouraging and uplifting comments on my two short post, thank you so much. I really appreciate it. Those means a lot to me.
This will be all for this short update of my life.
God bless everyone.
Stay safe and healthy you all!
my deepest sympathy to you sis, sakit jud dawaton na mawadan ug anak. maka remember ko sa una na nakita nako ng imo kambal sa mga post nimo makalingaw jud siya na bata. Unta in Gods time na maka recover na ka, kabalo ko na magapasa na nimo isipa lang pirme na naa pa ang isa ka kambal ug ang uban nimong anak be strong for them hope na ampingan nimo imong sarili. Wala man physically sa imo imong anak pero dili jud na mawala sa imong kasing2 ang mga memories na share niya sa inyo. Amping kanunay sis.