Relationship questions

Wowww,this is really going to be interesting 😂, quickly,how has been your day? Hope it went really well,for me I have been indoor since, Hoping to go back to school soon. There are some relationship questions I would love to answer. Sit back and grab your juice or popcorn as you read;

Do I have a first love?

Wow 🥰,I actually have, though we never ended up dating, okay it went like this,when I was in my ss2,I left girls only school and went to a mixed school,so when I got there I wasn't friend with anyone at first but I became friend with this guy,he actually came to me and asked for my name,I told him and he told me his name too,he said he wanted to be friends with me,I said no problem but I don't know why his friends shouting his name then,Ignored them though. After about two weeks we started talking to each other more often,he collected my phone number and started calling me everytime we get home from school,he asked me out but I declined,I told him that was not the right time,I told him I don't want to date anybody until after my secondary School probably but not in secondary,after that we became really close,we would go home together,even sometimes he bought something like snack during lunchtime for me, everyone taught we were dating in school then including teachers,our class teacher then put us to sit together in class,she didn't know we were close, everyone hailed him.

Things went on like that untill one day he didn't sit with me or go home together with me,he started avoiding me and talking to other girls,that was when I knew I was in love with him,my friends taught I was getting mad with love,I would beg them to help me beg him if I offended him but he would always say I didn't offend him,that nothing happened and he just moved on,I was really pained,I knew I didn't want to date at that time but I was already in love,he left our school before the end of ss2, he went to write waec,I was so sad that he left,he was the only one in my head for close to 3 years,even after I left secondary School,I still hear from him when I was in ss3,I knew he was dating a girl where he went to write waec because he was always posting her on 2go then😂😂(anyone who used that app should know what I'm talking about).

I loved him still,but I wasn't sure if I wanted him back then, after my waec,he called and asked me again to be his girlfriend but I declined,this time around I was done with my waec which means I was done with ss3 but I declined because someone who could have acted that way to me, telling me there was nothing could do more again if I accepted him,I said because he broke my heart before I don't want him again because he might break it again and keep me in the dark probably if I do anything wrong, but believe me that was a hard decision to make but I guess I was a strong girl then,I loved him but I still turned him down the second time.

He never asked again and I didn't bother him,I was in love with him but I was okay without him, after my ss3 I didn't give any guy chance,the one I gave a chance to lasted for two months and we broke up because I couldn't just find myself in the relationship.

Wowwww,I wanted to talk more,I wanted to answer more questions but these one question took all the Time 😁,well maybe better, be ready to read more tomorrow because I will continue the relationship question tomorrow,byeee 🖐️