I'm here outside the building where my last job is, waiting for the BUM to arrive, then I could get his sign on my clearance. I never resigning could be a pain, so much process as when you're first applying for the job.
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I've introduced some good old rock songs to my boyfriend and he loved it instantly. It's been hours now, he's still on it. He's even exploring other bands. 😎
Heyaaa~ So, I'm here at the HR for an interview and exam. No time to slack off now, I guess. I need to get moving or else I'll be drowning with the pile of monthly bills. And, I'm not the type to just at home, so yeah, I'm here again looking for work just 2 weeks after resigning from my previous job. Wish me luck, guys! 🌷🌷🌷
Good evening, everyone! Got a nice day out earlier. I went to process my clearance from my last job to get my last pay. It was quite a hot day, so I stopped by the mall to grab a coffee. This is gonna be a new beginning for me, quite unexpected but I'm slowly adjusting to it now. I'm looking forward to more opportunities this time.
How are you, folks? Happy Sunday, everyone. I've came back feeling lighter as we went outside to unwind for a while yesterday. Now, I'm up on working on my Hive account and create more blogs. To continue grinding, but never giving up. 🥰🌻
This afternoon we went to Baywalk to have some air. I'm so happy to watch the sunset after all thw downpour this week. I hope this goes on for few days more because in that case, I can do my laundry and hang them to dry in the sun. 🌻
Earlier, we went to the beach because it's high tide. The water would be much clearer. Unfornately, it has been raining all day. We still went , though. I just didn't swim. I can't deal with the cold weather. If I did, I would be burning in fever tonight. My immune system isn't that strong.
Today's another hope. Giving up isn't an option anyway. Though I'm still lost at the moment, I'm still trying to figure out other possible ways that I can do to help myself somehow. One thing is to detached myself from wordly responsibilities for a while, unwind and relaxed. To calm my mind, to lift the mood and to encourage myself to fight more. This will pass, in God's grace. 💗
Have you ever been in a situation where you feel so lost? I don't why my life is so hard and it's like I don't deserve a peaceful life at all. A problem after another, it's like the typhoon's coming in and out for the whole year round. School activities, family problems and financial crisis. I feel like sitting under tree where no one can find me so I can peace for a while.
Good morning. Let's stay positive and pray for safety amidst the storm. It will pass, let's keep our faith strong in this moment. ----- I was going out for job hunting in the job fair but the skies are gloomy. I think I'll pass by the church's prayer first. It's so cold outside and I don't feel like touching the water. 🤣 Gotta keep a hot coffee in my mug then. ☕
Hi. How's everyone here? We have a very alarming weather condition here in the Philippines right now. A typhoon after another, huh. Are we officially going through La Niña season? I hope it won't be that disastrous because I'm seeing news of flood eveywhere in the region. Stay safe, guys!
I'm amazed even to myself that I managed to get sick every month. Now, I'm on my way to another health checkup. Good morning 🌸
Hello! 🤗 I miss being here, so I'll just post an update when I can have a free time. I've been very busy lately from my studies and at the same time working at night. I couldn't even write a blog anymore and I feel bad for that. I'm still struggling how to adjust for this new lifestyle but anyway, I'm still surviving everyday. I'm proud of myself for that. I hope you're well on your end there. Have a great day, everyone! 🌻
Hi! So, I'm a writer here for 3 years now. It's been a while. I couldn't manage my time well since I study in college. I couldn't write more articles or blogs like before anymore. But anyway, I hope you all haven't forget about me yet. Just dropping by. Have a good day!! 🌻
Hello, everyone! How's it going? I've been so busy these days that I slipped on my usual track, haven't been here for months. I hope you guys are okay. Have a great day!
Birthdays Don't Always Mean a Banquet Ever since we were kids, celebrations at home isn't a thing due to our financial status. No one will admit it, but I see that my parents felt inferior by their cousins' lavish celebrations of their kids' birthdays or on their every special ocassions. They think it's better not to show a smallest gesture than to celebrate it in the simplest way, or even just to greet us, ***"Happy Birthday!"*** *Photo by* *Jonathan Borba* https://www.pexels.com/photo/festive-table-with-sweets-and-cake-5610325/ It is one of the reasons why I used to hate birthdays and not celebrating my own. Back when I was in my Elementary, I wasn't used to their practice and used to be sensitive and emotional. I saw everyone greeted by their parents, throwing a feast for their days, and was given numerous gifts but for me, not even a single greeting at that day. It's like a normal day that everyone at home was just doing their usual routine. It was heartbreaking for a kid really, and then when I confronted my mother, she reasoned out that we don't have money to buy the cheapest toy nor to buy some spices and seasonings for a good food. From that moment on, I also treated birthday celebrations as a normal day. It was when I started working that my Boss let me understood why it is celebrated; to be thankful for the life that God has given us and being blessed for another year and years to come. For three years, my boss never failed to celebrate my birthday and would sponsor a few dollars to buy a cake and other food we wanted. After I resigned in her company, I'm still the one who can't afford to spend that much for I know the value of every penny I make and I know too well that it wouldn't lasts, just making sure to get by and spend it in something more worthy. Yet, overtime, when I went out of my comfort zone and has meet new friends, they have influenced me of self love. Birthdays don't always mean a lavish celebrations with a feast and expensive gifts. It's the thought that counts, and more importantly, how you value it. Just a simple one will do. These past 2 birthdays that I had, I just went to the church to thank God for all the blessings I have received. Have enjoyed a time in park where I can have a peace of mind and have a cup of coffee in a cafe that caught my eye. Even without the feast and the guests, I went home happily and contented with what I did within the day. Celebrations doesn't have to stick with the traditional way when you configure it a little bit to fit your own style that can bring fulfillment in your hearts. *How about you? Share your way of celebrating your day. It's nice to know more of the things from the perspectives of other people.* **Hello there!!!** This blog has been long overdue. I meant to post this maybe a month ago when I run over a prompt in Hive but I didn't have the time to complete it before the deadline. It was just sleeping in my drafts for a while now. Anyways, ***how are you here?*** I have been on hiatus since I can remember and barely have time to write more. I miss reading blogs from my favorite authors here and some latest happenings, but I think I can still catch up with that. Who else here aren't busy in real life right? Most of us here are adults, so I think it's understandable. **Thanks for dropping by if you can see this blog. God bless!**
A Random Popped Up Here in RC! So, it has been a month of hiatus and now, I have the courage of writing anything that comes in my mind. It was a countless plans and reminders before I could get my fingers playing on my keyboard. Though this write-up wouldn't make any sense, I'll just try to exercise my brain to be functional as it was before. I'm getting dull at writing and that's a fact that I have to workout from now on. Honestly, I couldn't write a poem nor a fictional story anymore since it has been a while that I have wrote one. I have been used to writing personal blogs on Hive that I forgot what do I really love to write when I was still getting started. Well, things have change recently. Big changes actually, that trainings and academics has been my priority as of now. Currently, we are advised to have online classes due to the hot weather and stay hydrated for heat stroke cases are common these season. Since I'm staying at home these days, I got more time to face my laptop and phone to multitask . Listening to my Professor's lecture and writing here, it's a bit boring anyway. This has been a way also to keep my eyes open during the entire discussions. But I don't have a specific topic in mind, I resort to generate some random questions again from ***The Random Questions Generator***. https://faculty.washington.edu/ejslager/random-generator/index.html In your group of friends, what role do you play? ***Photo by*** ***Yuri Levin*** ***on*** ***Unsplash*** https://unsplash.com/@stinctum?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText https://unsplash.com/photos/paAaKl05ldM?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText I was often the listener and the giver. I offer to give something that I can if they need something and I'm always happy to help them. Then, a good listener to their rants and problems. I may not be expressive with my thoughts to comfort them with the words that they wanted to hear but I can listen, pat your head, and hug you, indicating that everything will be alright. Sometimes, they doesn't such comforting words or advices, they just need someone whom they can vent out all of their frustrations in life. When people come to you for help, what do they usually want help with? ***Photo by*** ***Yuri Levin*** ***on*** ***Unsplash*** https://unsplash.com/@stinctum?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText https://unsplash.com/photos/paAaKl05ldM?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText Ever since I have become a ***medical officer*** in our campus, people usually ask for help if they are not feeling well. One time, I was called to respond to a hyperventilating patient in the clinic where the other medics couldn't handle. I was disappointed by how they handled the situation. They want to control the patient's breathing by letting her breath inside a paper bag, and making her smell White Flower in a cotton. They were also crowding around her which was making the patient to struggle more with her breathing. So, I took the proper measures when I took over. Controlling the crowd to give her more space to breath, and putting aside that paper bag which is already outdated. I helped her calm down and taught how to control her breathing on her own until she felt fine. Other cases than that, usually just mild cases like dizziness, headache, and abrasions. I'm often happy to help. Heyyoo! It's been a while really, and I don't know how to end this. At least, thanks for reading. Have a good day ahead everyone!


The Recent Hustles: Practicums, Exams, Lectures Heya! Since I have done that ***free-write*** previously about ***Flipping The Switch Off******,*** my mind gradually tuned in its interests back into writing again. It triggered some of my sleeping brain cells to activate once again. Still, the mood killer is time due to some bunch of activities I have in school lately. However, it conditioned my mind somehow to absorb the lessons I'm reviewing for my midterm examinations. Focusing on my studies was a struggle due to my unstable emotions when stress switch it on. https://read.cash/@Ayane-chan/flipping-the-switch-off-in-the-midst-of-my-episodes-cf42aed9 *Who would ever be glad to cry without a reason in the middle of a blissful mood?* I built up my mood ever since I woke but still my defenses were ruined. Sometimes, I just want to be numb at everything but that subtle and kind heart that I naturally have can't contain such feelings. It prefers to appear weak and sometimes so gullible at things. Practicums Anyway, speaking of **Practicums**, we practiced an **Aerobic Dance** to be performed in our Physical Education subject. Half of our exam is based on our Practicum and half of it is based on our written examinations. The night before the practice, we all have agreed in our group chat that we will gather at the Capitol Lagoon at 9:00 am but as expected to us Filipinos, we are using a different time rather than the standard ones. ***Filipino Time****, ever heard that?* It was about passed 9:00 am already but they were still not there. I was actually sleepy at that time while waiting for them. I had an Ambulance duty the night before and I had to wake up early for this practice, yet they didn't showed up at the given time. I kind of expected this from them already since they often do that, but I couldn't really bear in mind that I should be late. Perhaps, it is already a discipline of myself to be always punctual since I'm used to scouts and military trainings. Though almost everyone is doing it, even then, I will not ever do so. Lying down under the shade of the tree while listening to the gust of the wind and the flow of running water at the lagoon, it felt like nature was lulling me to sleep. I almost have fallen asleep actually but a message notification on my phone pulled me back to my senses. A little while later, my classmates have arrived one by one while I was lying on the grass, still too lazy to get up. Yet, the park's Security noticed our group and came to us, then told me that it's prohibited to lie down in the grass. He also warned us that we can only gather 10 people at most and it's the policy. *Ridiculous, isn't it? This is a public park but we aren't free to do whatever we want. I mean, parks are places for people to even have Zumba events and picnic, yet we can't lie down and dance here as a class. Since when did this park became private?* Anyway, we still practice as a class and no one from the park's Security approached us until we went home. They're too much, and I guess maybe, they're just bored —wanting some company while doing rounds. Lol. Lectures On my journey of becoming an ERT Instructor, I have gotten a chance to do practice that at a university. I was offered to be one of the Assisstant Instructor for their NSTP subject, teaching them the Incident Command and Control Simulation Training. If the students were overwhelmed by the training, I was also overwhelmed by their presence. It was a struggle emotionally and mentally dealing with a great number of people if you're an introvert. But, anyway, it was fun and we're thankful that they have learned a lot from us. I'm also glad to share what I have learned. I believe these students who are interested in learning these lectures will help other people also someday, and we'll be glad to know that they have handled the situation well since we taught them effectively. We still have three Saturdays left to them all that they have to learn. Unfortunately, I'm taking my midterm exams this week until the end of March. I hope I can join the team again after the exams, though. Anyway, there are more opportunities like this to come and this is just the start. Midterm Examinations Our midterm exams have started this week, and we already took some of it, just four subjects left. I think I'll be out of braincells after this. Just midterm but it seems like we are at the finals of our lives. Lol. Just like what we have done in ***Programming***, we thought that it was just a practical assessment. Never it crossed our minds that the assessment was already our exams, just that, no more written exams anymore. It is what I looked after we're done. I was one of the students who finished the assessment first and wrote the program right. My companions here were celebrating for the success of the execution of what we had written. The logic that was given to us was surely easy, you just have to get the formula right and know the syntaxes to be used. Also, never panic, so you can think and analyze the problem properly. If all examinations are like this, our lives will always be glorious but I know very that the problem given were only basic as we are still beginners. We'll be expecting difficult problems soon as we encounter difficult logics. *That's all from my hectic week, folks! I'm glad that I have gotten time to finish this draft that had slept for three days in my account already. More hectic schedule to go as Finals are approaching. Anyway, whatever might tomorrow comes, I'm up for the challenge. Though it can used up all the braincells left in my head, just fighting!* ***Thanks for taking time to read my blog, by the way. Have a good day ahead as always!***


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Flipping the Switch Off —in the midst of my episodes. 03.16.23 Tapping my foot on the chair in front of me and biting my lips as I was holding my phone while staring blankly at it. Honestly, I don't know how exactly I should start my introduction in this post since it has been a while that I have been inactive in the platform. To either I should include a quote or a descriptive paragraph, yet I didn't even have a specific topic in mind to talk about but just random ramblings about the things that was taking up much of my time recently. I have the intention to write for a long time but keeps on putting it aside for I don't know what should I talk about. While waiting for another subject to start, I have though of randomly writing down anything that will come to mind as an exercise that I was doing before. ***Freewrite*** — *is the answer to a writer's block*. Isn't this our effective method previously until now? I guess, I didn't really just have more time to do that. I was mindlessly been consumed by this. It took me more time than I expected it to flow smoothly. Now, there was my Professor starting the class with a prayer and I had to divert my mind back into it. 03.18.23 I lost count on how many hours I have spent while lying on my bed just to pull myself together, gather all the motivation left in my soul to continue what I have started to write here. It has been a long day, though it wasn't actually. I think I had spent my entire week by just interacting with hundreds of people in just three hours of my morning. I collapsed on my bed as soon as I got home. No energy left even to have my lunch before taking a nap. I dozed off in an instant. Actually, it was fun and full of learnings. I get to know the students that I should be teaching on the next meeting as I assisted my co-Instructors with the assessment. ***Socializing*** *wasn't just for me*. I can try talking and discuss a few things in front of a lot of people but after a while, I easily get drained. The worst part about it, is that my emotions became unstable as I lost lots of energy. I get emotional and irritable. Initially, I'll feel numb in my chest, my breathing would be heavier, and next thing, tears would be streaming down my face as I couldn't hold them back anymore. I often have these ***episodes*** and not just when I'm drained but also when I'm stressed or when something triggers it and flipped that switch inside me. If I only know how to switch it off so I could stabilize it forever, I would have done that immediately and never turn it back on. Yet, in reality, emotions don't have a switch. We can't control and we could only let it flow. *Hey there!* *Thanks for being with me this time. Hope you're having a good day.*
Seeing My Friends Again After A Month Our last meeting was the Christmas Party which was held in a resort. After that, the semestral break began and we haven't received our grades from the registrar. Hence, enrollment until in our department hasn't started yet. Yesterday, we were called to report to the campus for a **Clean Up Drive Activity**. All of the students are required to participate; we don't have any other choice with that. I was tired from another Clean Up Drive activity at the headquarters also from the other day but I have to attend to another one. Today, supposed to be we would be having a Tree Planting activity but luckily the medical corps was spared from attending. I'm safe and I can finally rest, then write my blogs for today. Time to make money while at home and free from those extra-curricular activities. Tired and worn out but having to meet this guys again makes me fully energetic. Just at that time, 'cause I felt my back aches again after going home. We finished cleaning early yesterday. We have got time to catch up with one another and discuss each other's achievements and plans in the future. Some of us are thinking of transferring to another school and some of us want to shift to another course. Unlike me who doesn't care about that but the degree. I don't intend to chase my most desired course anymore since I already know how to work. I just wanted some credentials and achievements to make myself better. A little while later, we were called to proceed to another room for the important announcements regarding the releasing of grades, enrollment, and the upcoming school activities. We were dismissed before lunch, so we headed to the mall to eat nd stroll. We went to Ayala Mall Central after that, but one of our friends stopped by the SSS office to pay for her monthly contribution. Supposedly, we were going to the rooftop to stay for a while and talk before going home but she said to meet up at downtown instead. We walked on the way there and looked for a restaurant to eat our lunch. We were so hungry even before we arrived at the location. After that, we didn't feel like going home yet, so we headed to SM City Bacolod. We have a lot of energy for sightseeing and strolling even though we are that tired. We don't have much to do and we don't a thing in mind to buy. We just love to look around and window shopping. Just like this book here! it caught my attention while I was looking around at the National Book Store. If I only have money with me yesterday, I'll probably buy that immediately. Sadly, I'm out of budget right now. Haha! I was actually looking for some self-improvement books that can help me shape my personality and make my perspectives about the world be better. Unfortunately, NBS doesn't have them in store but they have a lot of novels, college textbooks, and learning materials for kids. I know Fully Booked have those books that I want but their prices are gold. It's totally out of my budget. Better luck next time for me, then. We moved on to another store after we tour the NBC completely. We went to Watson's just for window shopping but I saw some BUY 1 TAKE 1 promo and bought 2 bottles of 200ml Shampoo. It was such a good deal for a budget saver like me. Now, I can have a month of supply for only Php 107 or $1.97. I happily went home after that. I'm thinking of giving the other bottle to my daughter when I get back to the countryside on her birthday. ***That's all from me, folks. Thanks for reading!***


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Things To Dream, To Fear, And Procrastinate *Howdy, readers!* I have been stuck in school stuffs and other side hustles again. Time management is difficult to do when your undiagnosed mental issues greets you every morning. You wanted to be an early bird and be productive every day but it turns out the other way around. I don't mean to procrastinate over and over again but sometimes my body just won't do whatever my mind says. It's hard to stabilize your emotions, just then you could get back to your normal self again. I'll be always thankful to these random questions that I found on the internet for saving me often whenever I can't focus to writing. It helps me gain an idea without exhausting more my already exhausted brain. Sometimes I feel burn out though I haven't done much every day. Maybe, it's just some kind of laziness or just a lack of motivation. whatever the latter maybe, let's start. **What was the last dream you can remember about?** Honestly, I can't remember any of it these days. Maybe, it is the results of being exhausted from everything. I just fell asleep after a little while whenever I lie down. I dreamt of some things but it was all messed up and incomprehensible. As soon as I woke up, I have forgotten them all already. Even my imaginations were tired also, I don't have some of it for the past few months. This happens since I started studying in college which was last year. Unlike back then since elementary to high school to when I started blogging while working a day job, I can dream of some beautiful things and write it afterwards as soon as I wake up. I even have managed to write my full experience in a dream here, which I once thought was real while I was still in it. Here, in an ***"Excerpts from my mind: The Witness"***, I had creatively narrated a full story that took place in my dream months ago. It was somewhat scary but having such bizarre dreams once in a while is an amazing thing for me. https://read.cash/@Ayane-chan/excerpts-from-my-mind-the-witness-37472369 Yet now, I can't have that while I'm stressed over a lot of things. I still haven't mastered the art of living with the pressure; that's why I still get affected by these worldly problems. Somehow, I missed those times wherein my only focused was into writing stories and that's the only thing that I should think about. **What were you most afraid of when you were younger? Do you still have that fear?** At a young age, my fears were not about those supernatural creatures that people spoke of to scare the children, not even about losing toys or friends. I'm born in a family of farmers and we don't have a lot while growing up. That's when life started waking my eyes up to the reality and made me think of more mature things than my age. My only fear since then was how to get by when I grow up and up until now that I'm a grown woman, the fear is still the same. I know since I was a kid that my parents couldn't support us forever. We have to take the responsibility of taking care of ourselves and the rest of the family, and to our future family. My parents could barely support our studies and I'm insecure about my skills. I'm not confident of them and think that I'm a mediocre. With this case, the question really is ***"How to get by?"*** I found a way to get by and survive by taking advantage of my skills in writing. It is how I make money to pay my bills and make up for all of my expenses for now. Aside from this, I don't know how ways anymore. Then, that's why I study again and trained some new skillset. However, I still have a long way to go before I could make use of them to generate a new income stream. By then, I hope blogging could help me get through. **What types of things do you procrastinate the most on?** ***Mostly, everything.*** It's true. Not that it's a habit but my productivity surely depends on my mood. I'm not emotionally stable to be honest. There are times that I'm hyper, and there are times that I'm down without any reasons. I just feel it's heavy weight like it's a part of my irregular hormones. It sucks to have this kind of mood swings because it lessens my productivity. If that happens, I can't get myself to do anything. It's either I cry it out or I'll sleep until I'm fine and back to normal. And there after that, I can proceed to my task. That's all from me today, folks. *Having a writer's block, out of a new interesting topic, or you don't have much time to compose your blog? Here's a suggestion, you can answer some random questions also, just go to* ***The Random Questions Generator****, input the number of questions that you want to answer, and voila, there they are! You can also just look up for some random questions on the web and you can get a lot of ideas.* https://randomwordgenerator.com/question.php Thanks for reading!
Trainings, Tree Planting, And Enrollment *Howdy, Read.cash fam!* As I said last time, I'll be back here from time to time to share some blogs whenever I can have a free time. So here I am again, as expected that there is something to share. Let me break them down for you. Trainings These past few days I wasn't that active online. I focused on lecturing students and demonstrating different techniques on handling emergency situations. It was a three-day training for the first ever batch of **First Responders** in our school. I have written a full blog of the summary of what we have done during the training, whereas I was one of the trainors. I have published it on Hive yesterday. If you are interested enough to know more about it, you can check this, ***"Training The First Batch of First Responders in my School"***. https://peakd.com/hive-188409/@ayane-chan/training-the-first-batch-of-first-responders-in-my-school It was fun and full learnings. At least, we did our best to turn it that way. We are also hoping that they have learned a lot from us that they can apply those learnings to emergency situations in everywhere they go, not just in our school. As a trainor, we are happy to relay the learnings that we have and inspire more people to join the mission, then, later on, became one team to save more people's lives. For an introvert like who doesn't have any background in teaching, it was draining enough after every session of teaching a bunch of students and interacting with everyone. I felt like my social battery have drained already just after a few hours of talking in front of them. Anyway, it still turned out good and the training was successful. Tree Planting When I say ***tree planting***, I didn't mean that I will go out in any vacant land to plant it personally and have a part in saving Mother Earth. It can also be done online. ***Yes, you read it right!*** Of all the transactions that I have made using my Gcash account, I have collected around **17, 000 green energies**. It is enough to plant a coconut tree in **Socsargen**. At first, I didn't want to touch my green energies, hoping to accumulate more and so I can plant Mangrove or Lago tree. However, I was that excited enough to try that I haven't restrained myself anymore from planting the tree that is within my green energies capacity. ***And so, lo and behold my Coconut Tree!*** I received this e-certificate of achievement from planting a Coconut Tree. See? You don't have to do it personally. You can do this by accumulating green energies from your transactions in your Gcash account. It just feels great to help not just your fellow humans but also our Mother Nature. On the side note, we're really going to do tree planting personally this month. It's a school program that every 4th year student is involve. Since I'm a medic, I'll be joining the activity to look out for the students and also plant a tree to serve the activity's purpose. Enrollment This is our long-awaited event actually. Before this, there was a fake Facebook page that was a source of a circulating lies about the enrollment and some students believed it. They went straight to the Registrar's office to enroll on the date that the fake FB page have mentioned, but in vain. The registrar explained that there was no specific date for enrollment for the meanwhile due to teachnical issues in the school portal. However, it seems like the issues were all finally settled. The advisers have already made an announcement that we can already enroll ourselves through a link directed to a Google Form. There, I made it. I submitted all the response they needed from me. All I have to do now is to wait for the Certificate of Registration again from the Registrar. Even so, the most important thing is I'm already enrolled and ready to fave the struggles that the Second Semester will bring to me. That's all from me for today's blog. Thanks for reading!


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Is the end for me? There isn't a day that I'm not thinking of ways on how I can survive for the following days. The bear has affected me so much. It's not just me, I know, but all of us here. Yet, for someone like me who is only living off by writing these personal blogs of mine and interacting in the crypto space, it's surely hard to live by. These things happening to me now was beyond my anticipations. When I thought that I have thought of this before, I was wrong. However, there isn't an option for me to give up. It is simply not in my options since the only ones I have is only to suffer and continue, face the consequences of my actions. It isn't wrong to pursue my dreams but being unprepared for the worst case scenarios is my biggest mistake. Who even expects this all to happen to us? No one, I guess. I have an enrollment next week and for sure there will be lots of fees. I needed to shell out what has been remaining in my savings. I don't have a stable income for now nor a scholarship to help me lessen my expenses. Also, I have a lot of expenses ahead to be prepared of. My trainings are still ongoing currently and it's too late for me to back off from it. I have invested a lot into it including time and efforts. I don't want to put all of that in vain just to put a band-aid to these wounds. It wouldn't help, either. Instead, it would to my regrets in the future and lost opportunities. It's hard living by yourself and also while supporting others. It's a life that I want an escape but there's no way, I can do it. I'm raised to be responsible despite the difficulties and consequences, and to value what has been given to me. I never meant for an innocent soul to get involved in my struggles. If I can take all of it, I will, just for them to have a good life. I'm used to sufferings and the pain anyway while they're not. I'm finding solutions, I swear. I never stopped looking for a way, but I guess this is only within the reach of my capabilities. It's hard to be a mediocre and you didn't have such opportunities to polish your skills further when you were younger. You were born in a family which is deprived from luxury. It's even harder when no one is helping from the family who's supposed to be your back up. Imagine you are the student, but you'll also be their breadwinner. You're not even the eldest to take that responsibilty but you took it because they are helping you raise your child. It's frustrating to have this life. There are even times that I just to sleep and never wake up again, but on the other note, I wouldn't that to happen. What will be my child's future if I'm gone? Who'll raise her? I don't want her to taken by her father's toxic family. Anyway, despite all of this, I'm still looking up the sky, waiting for that silver lining to appear behind the dark clouds. I'm hoping for it to appear before I got drowned in the flood when life rained hard on me. I'm still hoping for the best and my prayers to be answered. Just letting out some frustrations, but if you have read that 'til here. Thanks for being with me. Lovelots, @Ayane-chan
Christmas Party With The Class This is our long awaited celebration that we have been looking forward to since last month. This is the first time again after pandemic and yes, everybody is excited for this like we have been before. The Freshmen adviser nor the school didn't initiate this, so we have to plan our own since we want it to happen. It's not that it is prohibited to do but the school is not after for any kinds of collection and didn't want to have any kinds of issue. In results, they are minimizing the activities that could cost the students to spend a lot. Yet, here we are because we are not obedient to abide by the school's wishes. We have group ourselves into 10 and each group will provide food to bring in the party. The officers also provided the cottage, the games, and the speakers. Since it is held at a resort nearby, we are asked to bring a swimming attire if we want to swim in the sea. At first, I'm not interested to swim. I wear my jeans and blazers to the venue, then helped them grill the pork and the fish. This is how the grilling of fish went since we haven't wrapped it in foil. They haven't bought some in the market and the one who bought the fish didn't know how to cook it. The charcoal isn't even enough to cook all of them, and I have to tell to buy another pack outside the resort. One of them brought a watermelon. In just a few seconds after this have been sliced, it's all gone! Magic, isn't it? I don't really have a plan of swimming in the sea and that's why I left my rashguard at home. *Yet...* This sight is tempting me! I feel like I'm Moana which is the sea is calling towards it. Not to save the island, but to embrace its perfection and the peaceful waters that it could give. I'm just lucky to have kind and loving classmates that even though I'm that moody sometimes and I was being mean to them, they still love me and tries to understand my attitude. They are still willing to help me in any ways that they know. And yes, that is how I got an extra clothes, so I could go swimming and satisfy my heart's desire in the salty waters. The games began but I didn't participate. I'm still feeling under the weather from the amount of liquor that I drink with my friends. I just stayed at the cottage and join the picture taking with girls and the class. At least, I can have some memories left with them though I'm not that active in hanging out with them. Did I say that I'm still feeling under the weather from all of that drinking the other night? Yet, here I go again. It's a party, it's inevitable not to drink. It's not that of a strong mix unlike what we had the other night. This one is gin, red wine, and iced tea. Not that strong since my other classmates aren't that strong drinker like us, and actually some of them are first timers. When the clock hits 5 pm, we left but se who are living nearby continue to drink as much as they want. The funniest part aren't at yhe party itself but the after party bloopers. Those photos that were caught by the pranksters at the classroom and they flood the group chat by those ones. They even have a video of the ones who got drunk. It's shame for some but they aren't that irritated to get angry by the pictures. Instead, they laugh with us as they remember what they did when they were drunk. Anyways, that was how our party went. Thanks for reading! *Let's see each other in* ***Hive****. Here's* ***my profile****.* https://peakd.com/@ayane-chan/posts *It's raining cash on* ***Cashrain****,* *join me here**!* https://cashrain.com/invite/bc16d5esxpk *I'm also at* ***noise.app****, let's be friends.* https://noise.app/invite/6krlpky8 *Lead Image is made from* ***Canva******.*** https://www.canva.com/design/DAFOqM_oH4k/jIcTmk45zyaiZmfiDh8MwA/view?utm_content=DAFOqM_oH4k&utm_campaign=designshare&utm_medium=link2&utm_source=sharebutton *Images are mine unless specified.*


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The Reasons, But Not By Hoobastank Hello, pipz! Wazzup? I just got back from hell. Well, not literally and in a way that's full of suffering but it's like hell because of the temptations. I can't resist the travel, the fun, and the drinks. Haha! Well, this month is full of occasions and drinking sessions is already given, out of the question. I can't decline to them sometimes since this is the only time that we could have a good time and have together as a group of friends. That's why, here I am again just answering a set of random questions that I have found online. I can't manage my time well from writing in two different platforms regularly, and then do another side hustles. Just to fill in my inactivity, random questions is once again the solution. I looked them up ***here*** in this page, you can try them if you want it, too. https://rendezvousmag.com/95-random-questions-to-ask/ Would you ever forgive someone for cheating? Yes, I can. I'm a forgiving person actually. Just a sorry from and I can already forgive whatever mistake you did to me, but except if it's a crime, of course. That will take time for sure. Forgiving is the only one that I can give, though. Talking about the chance that we can get back together and be what we used to be, that's not going to happen anymore. Before I let him go for that mistake, I already have given three chances in a relationship. If I break it up with him for cheating reasons on his part, then is just a part of a lot more problems, not just that. Cheating is just the easiest reason to get out of the relationship. If they cheat on me, I would never do that, though. If they are capable of that, then I can't. What was surprisingly a really good movie? It is the ***"Mortal Instrument: The City of Bones"*** for me. Before I could watch it, I have heard and seen a lot of comments about it that it is just like a Harry Potter inspired movie and some say that it is just like a teen fantasy story, not that worth to watch at all. It even has a book with a lot of chapters and some fanarts on Instagram. Yet, I tried to watch it because I often like it when the story involves angels and demons. It was surprisingly good. I even felt a cliffhanger on the end of the movie which is understandable since it supposed to have a lot of parts but the franchise ended up on the first one. It was sad to know, especially that I like **Lily Collins** as an actress and the leading male character there is **Jamie Campbell**, you know. That's a great casting. Luckily, there's a series with two seasons about the book called ***Shadow Hunters***. If you are my reader from the start, maybe you have read that from me. I know that I have mentioned this before but I just forgot which article was it. Anyway, it was satisfying to watch the series. It has filled me up with fantasies of my favorites characters -*the angels and demons*. Though it has some resemblance from the Harry Potter series, which the author admitted already, but the concept of the whole story is just so unique in its own way. I have never watch another series that has a similar idea from that since then. What would you go back to school for? I would be lying to myself if I tell you that it is for the learnings. Truthfully, it is just for the degree and the diploma because if it is for the learnings, I can just look for some video tutorials on YouTube and other learning materials to learn the skill that I wanted to learn. But since a degree and a diploma can boost someone's vanity, then I'm up for it. I just want something that could shut those Marites in our place that is looking down on my family. As if they are living their life that good and giving us something to eat on a daily basis to have their rights to slander us in front of other people. I want my parents to lift their head everywhere they if I can only do something about it. They're not perfect nor am I. We argue a lot, misunderstood each other, fight a lot, and they can't support us in a lot of things. Yet, they are still my parents and I love them. It hurts for me to see them blaming themselves for they can't afford to send us in school to support our dreams. If I only know a way, then why not do something about it and help them, right? ***Now that's 4 minute! Thank you for your time to read all of this.*** *Let's see each other in* ***Hive****. Here's* ***my profile****.* https://peakd.com/@ayane-chan/posts *It's raining cash on* ***Cashrain****,* *join me here**!* https://cashrain.com/invite/bc16d5esxpk *I'm also at* ***noise.app****, let's be friends.* https://noise.app/invite/6krlpky8 *Lead Image is made from* ***Canva******.*** https://www.canva.com/design/DAFOqM_oH4k/jIcTmk45zyaiZmfiDh8MwA/view?utm_content=DAFOqM_oH4k&utm_campaign=designshare&utm_medium=link2&utm_source=sharebutton *Images are mine unless specified.*

We're migrating and it's raining cash! I just got back from inactivity and starting to explore some updates here. I was fascinated to know and experiences the changes that is once again happening to our ***BCH platform***. *Reminiscing the past*, I have seen a lot of changes here from the point system to the introduction of **Rusty**, down to the bear market. Now, though the bloody market is still manifesting, there's still a lot of changes here to get hopes up once again and let our excitement flows out. It has been a while since our discovery of ***noise.app*** and now it is known publicly. Honestly, I was a little late to join this hype back then and I have been ***inactive*** *(yep, again and I hope you got used to me like this by now)* because of my trainings. Yet, I'm trying my best to make a post once in a while like I always do everywhere. ***Once a Marites, it hurts to be late of every new updates***. Just kidding, I just can't fit them all in my schedule. How can do my hobby of staring blankly in the air sometimes if I make time for all of what's happening around, *right?* https://noise.app/invite/6krlpky8 It feels great to be back on track again just for now because I know for sure, *sooner or later*, I'll get sidetrack again by my school works, trainings, and some family responsibilities. I'm going to savor every moment that I can have such opportunity like this doing things that I was doing, before I have discovered things in real life that made me jumped in, wherein now I'm legally bound with. It's totally worth the time, effort, expenses, and the risk and I don't regret joining on such organizations or enrolling myself on another responsibilities but it's making me somehow forget of who I once used to be. Which is why, seeing these changes happening right now in the platform is making me feel honored to be one of the witness who got to experienced them despite my busy schedule. In our ***Telegram*** chat group, I happened to pass by and they were talking about the migration of **noise.cash** to the **noise.app** account. I have seen titles of articles posted here also on that day but I haven't opened any of it to read. Initially, I thought that they just knew noise.app and planning to make an account. Later on, Ate @Lhes mentioned that you'll just see that notifications by **noise.cash** at the upper part of your account where the devs are posting every updates always. That's when I realized that it's a different thing, so I visited the site and click on that link, then proceed with the process. *Now, here it is. I have retained all my old post from my noise.cash account. Still, being the* ***not your typical Farm Girl*** *on the new platform.* Another hype but legit one which happening this week is that another platform called **Cashrain**. I just made an account there through ***Ate Jane's*** link and ignored it for a day. I regret it after that because I have missed a lot of cash rains opportunities. It's like a platform made for airdrops of BCH. https://cashrain.com/invite/bc16d5esxpk These are the ones I received from the platform. It's not that much but at least, I can prove its legitimacy. Earlier this morning, I also have received BCH on my *Bitcoin.com* wallet, making my balance to raise to **$0.97 worth of BCH** from just joining communities and participating on their events. It can't be a passive income just like writing blogs but it can add value to my savings. I can also add them to my budget for mobile loads. If you haven't known about this yet, don't just stay idle, go grab that opportunity to add another BCH to your holdings while we are still in the bear market. ***That's all for today. Thanks for reading!*** *Let's see each other in* ***Hive****. Here's* ***my profile****.* https://peakd.com/@ayane-chan/posts *It's raining cash on* ***Cashrain****,* *join me here**!* https://cashrain.com/invite/bc16d5esxpk *I'm also at* ***noise.app****, let's be friends.* https://noise.app/invite/6krlpky8 *Lead Image is made from* ***Canva******.*** https://www.canva.com/design/DAFOqM_oH4k/jIcTmk45zyaiZmfiDh8MwA/view?utm_content=DAFOqM_oH4k&utm_campaign=designshare&utm_medium=link2&utm_source=sharebutton *Images are mine unless specified.*


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Parade of Lights Weekend is intended for rest. It is how I manage my days now that I have graduated in our Military Orientation Course. Though the Emergency Rescue Training isn't over yet, at least we only have a few trainings left before graduating there also. Having said that, I don't have any intentions to go out for a walk outside anymore. Yet, there's some events that have urged me to. It started when my Instructor messaged me that he was on the other side of my street because their school will be having a parade of lights. Our street was their staring point and they will be marching and performing towards the downtown area. I was slightly persuaded to go out but half of me doesn't want to. Then, remembering that it would be the last day before my Instructor would travel to Mindanao to train students there who enrolled in Rescue Recon, that finally convinced me to get up and change clothes, then go outside towards him. He'll be back after ten days, but you know, if you have choosen a favorite Instructor, you'll always look for them. Just want to see him and bid my good luck wishes, also a prayer of a safe journey for him and the team. I asked him where he was stationed, so I could disturb him from his work. Kinda mean of me, but that's how we bond. Half of the street was closed for their event and the vehicles could only pass by here one way, just going North. I crossed the street to where he was and hugged him tight because that was what we always do. Instead of giving a salute to him, I'm hugging him directly. He got used to me doing that, and he never complains about it, so we're cool. They were still busy setting things up and some of them are still doing some dry runs to make sure that the event will go smoothly when it started. He introduced me to his other students as one of his officers in our campus. I got a little shy over there since they were ROTC officers but beautiful ladies. I'm not really good at presenting myself to strangers. We sat on the pavement for a while while waiting for them since they were told to get started at 5:40 pm. The only thing that has really enticed me to rush over here was the ROTC officers performing their fancy drills. I just liked watching them perform synchronously to the beat of the drums and the music. The discipline, the snap, and the effort that were put on in every drills that they were showing to the public's eyes. It was simply satisfying and amazing. The main event have finally started. I started walking to the downtown also to catch with them. I don't want to disturb him anymore since he was busy checking his officers. Some were already hyperventilating as the event starts and some encountered problems with their props. I was chatting with my cousin on the way since I thought that she is still studying in this school. I was just wondering if she joined the parade, then I could meet up with her. Unfortunately, she wasn't enrolled there anymore because she has transferred to another school. Another unfortunate events is that she will be having an eye surgery at that evening. I ought to visit her and wish here well but I can only wish her through a message. Visitors aren't allowed in the hospital for safety measures that was still caused by Covid-19. It's understandable enough. I was about to proceed together with the parade but light rains started to shower and slowly it gets heavier. I took shelter in front of a fast food chain because I haven't bring my umbrella. The participants of the parade run to the nearest establishments to take a dhade also and the event were paused for a while. I was just lucky to have a Senior nearby that has a motorcycle. He picked me up and sent me home immediately. Connections can surely save you from trouble every time. Anyway, thanks for reading my blog for today. *Let's see each other in Hive. Here's* ***my profile****.* https://peakd.com/@ayane-chan/posts *I'm also at* ***noise.app****, let's be friends.* https://noise.app/invite/6krlpky8 *Lead Image is made from* ***Canva*** https://www.canva.com/design/DAFT5kSmCUU/wpB9DGwqm-r0Ib4tyen_zQ/view?utm_content=DAFT5kSmCUU&utm_campaign=designshare&utm_medium=link&utm_source=publishsharelink *Images are mine unless specified.*


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Debts Can Cut Off Friendships *You're friends since childhood and have already gained each other's trust. The other needed some help and you offer a helping hand since you care for your friend. You have believed what has promised since the other person involved is your trusted friend. Yet, some unexpected circumstances happened and your friend have failed to deliver what had promised from the very beginning. The most frustrating part is the root of the problem is financially. You are even having troubles financially for yourself, what's more adding a friend's financial problem to yours?* You have been giving consideration for months but it seems that your friend is giving out proofs that promises are really meant to be broken rather than doing what had promised. What's more irritating is that you're legally bound to cover for your friend because the problems were written under your name and you had agreed with contract. That friend is also encountering problems aside from financially, but also with mentally and physical health. Okay, another considerations are given and you have extended your patience's length for your friend's sake. You are that kind and considerate after all and the one who doesn't to raise a ruckus just because of a debt. It's just that you are the one who is scratching your head monthly and shouldering a problem that isn't yours which is supposedly for your friend. Like, *hello?* **I have someone depending on me and I don't have a stable income right now. I'm a student, a trainee, and a single mother for heaven's sake!** Though I'm deeply disappointed and irritated by my friend's behavior, I still wish her well. I'll just leave it to God whatever karma she would be getting in the future. I'm the type who will rejoice in other people's misfortune nor wish them ill sentiments. I'm still going to pray for their good sake because I'm that kind and considerate friend. I can only release my sentiments here and write a rant about it to make my feelings lighter. ***"Perahan ang feelings!"*** Am I right? We should be more practical anyway. That friend of mine occupied my head since the past few days, so I'm going to let that thought in the way that I knew. I can forgive but I don't forget. Her name would be secretly in my blacklist as long as she hasn't make up for the mess that she had pulled me with her to. If ever she has already fixed all of this, she will still be my friend but not like before anymore. I'll be forever wary of her and cautious in everything that involves of her. Sorry, but of all the things that I don't like is that someone would be breaking the trust that I have given to them. I will be willingly help anyone if I know that anything that I will offer to them wouldn't be wasted and I wouldn't expect anything in return if you're worthy enough. In cases like this, that completely dissolves my trust with her and our good friendship. If I could see her again, I'll look at her just like an old acquaintance not a dear friend. Don't have a point out there? Maybe, I was just overreacting at this point but talking about financial problems is not a joke. It's more frustrating to think about when you don't where to get that sum of money to cover up for that debt that isn't yours. Of course, I can file a complaint in the authorities right away if I want her to be forced to pay but I'm still considering the consequences. It would be devastating one for sure. The relationships between us, between our families, the ruckus, and the rumors that it will create. I don't like that. I'm just going to suffer here silently and endure whatever amount of stress it will give me. It's hard to be a kind person sometimes. Haisst! Anyway, if you have read this far, thank you very much for understanding my rants. *Let's see each other in Hive. Here's* ***my profile****.* https://peakd.com/@ayane-chan/posts *I'm also at* ***noise.app****, let's be friends.* https://noise.app/invite/6krlpky8 *Lead Image is made from* ***Canva*** https://www.canva.com/design/DAFRmxNKz1s/DVysWwkCw2NSjXwBgGr7OA/view?utm_content=DAFRmxNKz1s&utm_campaign=designshare&utm_medium=link2&utm_source=sharebutton *Images are mine unless specified.*

Dreams and Some Questions Wassup? Life have been keeping me away from my virtual world again, but I can't stay idle any longer for whatever reasons that might be which I'm having in real life. A never ending problems that requires immediate action, one after another, and sometimes it appears multiple at the same time. Yet I know, God wouldn't allow such things to come to me if I can't handle them. What matters most for now is that I can still survive despite all of it. To fill the gap of my absence, I would like to share some random questions that I have gotten from ***Thought Catalog*** and answer them. I can't really composed an authentic one from my head at the moment. You know how busy I am, I'll make it up to all of you when I can find some free time. *(As if I can find and that —free time!) Lol.* https://thoughtcatalog.com/sylvie-quinn/2018/04/101-totally-random-questions-that-will-help-you-start-a-conversation-and-also-keep-it-going/ What did you say as a kid when asked: What do you want to be when you grow up? I often have a thing for military uniforms and as a child who has some military bloodlines, I kinda idolized them to the point that I made up my mind to become one someday. We have armies in the family but I don't have the interest for that. There's just something that I can feel whenever I see the sea. It's like I have been called to go near the place. Ever since then, I always aimed to become a navy and that's what I have been telling everyone since grade school. I have pursue the dream. During senior high school before I graduated, I tried taking an entrance exam for Philippine Military Academy and AFPSAT. I failed, tho. The dream slept for years but now I'm here. I'm gonna graduate next week in my military training. If you could change careers right this second, what would you do? I can't be enlisted anymore in the military since I already have a liability but if there's a course that's close enough to my dream, that would be criminology. If I can't be in the armed forces, then why not be a cop, right? It is still a form of public service but in a different way and in different level. What makes you happiest? My own happiness doesn't really matters for me. As long as I can see that my family is fine and living well, I'm happy with that. I can't just live here and do well while they suffer. My conscience can't live with that. The same thing with my friends also. It makes me feel down to see them being problematic and I can't be of any help to them. If I want to be happy, I want everyone around me to be happy. When is the last time you can remember feeling totally at peace? Whenever I'm with him, *teehee!* Kidding, whenever I'm in my bed and sleeping soundly without any problems in my head, that's the time where I'm at peace. Who else wouldn't feel at peace with this? Being able to sleep peacefully because you know that you have solved all your problems and you don't have anything to worry about for tomorrow. I kinda miss this feeling. Ayts, when again? What country do you most want to travel to? Japan, as always! Aside from anime themed parks and manga, I also like their culture and how discipline the people are. Japanese people are too conscious of using honorifics and their values. Unlike here in Philippines where everyone seems to want to be the Jolibee and discipline only were followed if someone is monitoring. I guess that's it! Just a few sets of questions is better than being inactive. I'm sorry again and again. It's really hard to make adjustments. If I can only have 4 bodies, there's no doubt that I can't manage my studies from grinding. Oh, I love to grind but I also have goals for myself improvement. Anyway, thanks for reading, guys. Have a good day! *Let's see each other in Hive. Here's* ***my profile****.* https://peakd.com/@ayane-chan/posts *I'm also at* ***noise.app****, let's be friends.* https://noise.app/invite/6krlpky8 *Lead Image is made from* ***Canva*** https://www.canva.com/design/DAFRmxNKz1s/ZF7HPmk-RlZRjwOQ-C1pDQ/view?utm_content=DAFRmxNKz1s&utm_campaign=share_your_design&utm_medium=link&utm_source=shareyourdesignpanel *Images are mine unless specified.*

Freshmen Day and Night Experiences Heya! I'm back from the dead, *kidding!* I just came from pluto and have been back to earth finally. It feels so long and I miss writing blogs already, to be able to pour down my thoughts, converting my experiences into words, and having some interactions with some other writers in the platform. I just realized that my trainings is a never ending type, continuous in nature to adjust oir learning to new and different scenarios. Instead of waiting for some free time and being inactive for a while, I'll just adjust my body and soul into it to balance my working and student life. These photos has been stocked in my phone for a while. Time to share to lessen up some space in my phone's memory. Weeks ago, we had our Freshmen Day and Night. It was to welcome all the Freshmen in all campus and let them showcase their talents in a form of a competition. I didn't participate in the contest but I was there in the crowd cheering for our contestants. We gathered here in the Activity Center of the main campus early in the morning, to blow our ballloons and get our contestants ready. We were even practicing our chants that we will be going to sing everytime our department's name will be called. It was an exciting day for us since we need to defend our championship last year. One of my classmates also joined the singing contest and made it to be the department's representative. The other guys that participated on the other contests are my friends, so it was really an all out support for them. Have you seen me here? I was there at the edge making a peace sign in the camera. White is our department's color. I'm not sure why, but that was the choosen color of all. The whole center was full of cheers here, laughter, and smiles. Enjoying the heat of the moment while it last, 'cause you know, after that, a lot of school works will be waiting for us at our campus. The first event was the zumba for everyone, then singing contest, followed by the dance contest, and lastly the coronation of Mr and Ms Freshmen in the afternoon. We were full of happiness when we won the first two contests, and the one left to go was the coronation. It was a hard fight for our representatives but they never let us down. Our department was held as a back to back champion. Now, that's another record for us to keep and a thing to be proud of. The coronation continued until the evening. Every contestant from each department were showcasing their talents and showing the best that they could be. Unfortunately, we didn't win the coronation, but still, we're happy to be the overall champion. After the event, everyone went down to take pictures together with the faculty members and the contestants while some are looking for the exit. I'm not fond of taking pictures of myself, so I also joined the group that was heading to the exit. It was already late afterall, and I have to eat my dinner, then go home. May we lose at the last part but, we are still going home with a happy face knowing that we had defended our championship. That was a late update, but happy to be here again. Thanks for reading! *Let's see each other in Hive. Here's* ***my profile****.* https://peakd.com/@ayane-chan/posts *I'm also at* ***noise.app****, let's be friends.* https://noise.app/invite/6krlpky8 *Lead Image is made from* ***Canva*** https://www.canva.com/design/DAFRmxNKz1s/ZF7HPmk-RlZRjwOQ-C1pDQ/view?utm_content=DAFRmxNKz1s&utm_campaign=designshare&utm_medium=link&utm_source=publishsharelink *Images are mine unless specified.*


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