Are you depressed right now and you feel like you can't take it anymore? Then, plans to end your life so you would not have to suffer anymore? Do you feel that it is a good thing to do right now?
What is life anyway?
Having these suicidal thoughts isn't normal. Please think a thousand times before you do something terrible to your life. Once you do it, you can't undo it.
Depression is a serious problem that indeed a difficult one to handle. Especially, that it is a mental and emotional problem. The only one who can help yourself is you. Even if you have experts to treat you if you are not determined to change and cure yourself, it nothing, worthless, and useless.
Why you shouldn't end your life?
Here are some tips for you to change your mind right now.
God is the one to decide. If it's not your time yet, be still, don't be in hurry. Calm down. God made us and all of His creations perfectly. It is us, humans, that are abusing it. Alternating the works of God is an insult to God and is unacceptable in God's eyes. Therefore, taking the life He gave us will be our greatest sin.
The reasons are everywhere, go, and find them. If you are going to get out of your room right now and see things around you. These maybe can change your perspectives. Explore things that may catch your interest. Indulge yourself in some new things. Engage yourself in sports, music, charities, advocacies, or whatever things you want to do just to overcome that tortured feeling.
There is someone also who will suffer when you're gone. Yes, there is. Maybe you don't even notice it because you are too occupied with overthinking but actually, there is. Your family and friends will question themselves why have you done that. They will question themselves some things that cause your death. The more they think about it, the more guilty they will feel, and later on, they will be succumbed to overthinking also. Then, when depression hits them hard, their lives would be ruined too. So tell me, do you want to drag your family and friends to the same fate as yours?
Cut It Off!
Get over it and move on. If no one loves you, then learn to love yourself. If you feel you don't belong, find another place or build a place where you think you belong. If you think that there is no reason to live anymore, go search for another one. Cut that overthinking already. Rest your mind for some time. Lay low to any place that is peaceful to take your stress away.
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