September 7, 2021. Tuesday.

Depression is a word that everybody think someone has gone forever and thinks you have lost yourself because of that word, but why don't we take it positive.

Depression is a long term sickness that you yourself have the right to heal and you are the only one can heal this sickness, you are the key to your locked mind and heart. You don't have to go through this pain.

Depression is defined a killer because you yourself accepting and keeping all the pain you have
experience in your life. But does depression can kill somebody? Does killing yourself is satisfying? Does hurting your love ones you feel at ease? To many questions right?

But can you answer all of that to all people who have suffered depression i know , i don't have the right to question you of what is  happening to you or what you are feeling but the thing is and a question which always appear in my mind every time I heard someone have lost a love one because of depression.

Tears and sobs in the night when no one notices and angelic smile when everyone is watching, she has this talent that she can hide all of her suffering from other people, people sees the most beautiful angel but that angel has a deep scar that never heal until the right time.

Does that angelic smile will always hide the saddest person in the world?
Does that angelic smile will survive?
When will be that angelic smile hide the saddest person?

Does everybody have to experience depression? Does everyone have to cry silently because they feel no one is been there for them?
Does somebody have to feel alone?
I think no, no one deserves to feel all of this and no one is deserving to experience all of the pain they are suffering.

You can be the key for your survival of experiencing depression, you can survive to this depression if you have the confident to fight it and finish it and kill the depression which your biggest enemy in your life. Life is short but if you enjoyed it to the fullest you are complete.

Crying silently can ease your pain but not to satisfy you, why? Cause it is better if you cry it out loud and there is someone who will be there to listen and cry with you, don't you realize there are billions of people living in this world why do you always wanna be alone when there is someone out there for you and always.

Being alone is not sinful but being too alone that you yourself doesn't where, when or how did that feeling alone happened, you should not let your self  felt that, always keep in your mind that you can't leave without a company or a friend to fight with you, yes you can be alone but in good purposes but if you choose to be alone like you don't want to talk to others and choose to  be silent in the corner, don't mind the others.

You just have to express yourself find a other things to make you happy and distract you from being sad or being depress.

Yes you have a lot of problem going through to your life and it feels like your problem never leaves you and always bragging your life but it doesn't mean that you will not fight, you have to fight and believe that you will survive.

I have this friend of mine that she experience depression and she came to the point that she wanna kill her self and run away with her problems, but she found a friend to talk to and the support that her parents gave to her and the strength that God have given her. She survive because she with heartedly  fight for the right to live and survive.

Sadness, feeling down, having a loss of interest or pleasure in daily activities she all experience this situations, she thought she will not make it, she can't survive and she loses the hope to fight for her life, she felt she lost everything but the real deal
is she was  just manipulated by the killer depression  and giving her the ideas that can make her suffer.

Yes experiencing depression is like a battle between the value of life vs the feeling  you can get out of your situation. Yes having depression is a lot to take, a lot to sacrifice but sacrificing your life just to get out of your situation is not a good idea, God given you a beautiful life and a precious one so better enjoy and face all the problem and fight!
You are powerful and if you used your power you can beat the sickness that stoping you from enjoying.

Depression does not kill, depression is just a sickness that when people is affected they just lose their selves and not fighting but the thing is you can fight it, you can win that battle just trust your self and find a inspiration for you to survive, for you to win the fight.

Survive and fight for your self, fight for your family, be an inspiration to others that is going through a depression.

Thank you for reading and have a blast year to all of you.