He is no more with me

I miss him so much. He was so sweet. So calm and gentle. When everything else was going to shit, he would stare at me with her serious little face and I would feel comforted.

Now he is gone and it still unexpectedly hits me like a thump in the stomach. He left this huge hole.

He was very attached to me. His name was Luna. Yes, Luna was my cat. Luna is no more with us. I rescued him as a very young kitten and hand-reared him. A pet's loss is something you can never forget and recover.

I've lost pets before. It's always sad, but I've never felt quite so bereft before. I'm just so, so sad that he is gone. And I'm angry because he was too young. And I'm guilty because why didn't I know he was sick? I just miss him.

Luna will remain in hearts and heaven. Maybe a better place than this world.