Survival of being weak

When I was in elementary, watching anime was my favorite than listening to our teacher and answering assignments. I was very addicted to anime at that time, I still remember how I cut class just to watch anime or maybe how hurried I am to go back home after the class just to play my collection of CDs of anime.

I don't know why I'm so addicted that time to watching animes, honestly, I can say that time that I like watching anime than studying and listening to our teachers. I'm too lazy in terms of studying but super duper active in watching animes.

But time goes by, an old me who is very addicted to watching anime has changed. I seldom watch anime in my high school years coz my mind becomes more focused not still on my subjects haha but instead on my barkadas or friends, cutting out of classes become more often, and playing basketball outside the campus becomes our hubby when we get bored to school. Hanging out with my friends is one of the reasons why I often got a grade in line of seven but so far despite that I didn't get a failing grade.

And when I started my life in college everything was changed, the old me who is very lazy to a school who always cut classes, who didn't do their assignment was completely changed and tried to fix gradually what was been distorted happening in the past. I gradually change when I realized the efforts and the money came from my parent I realized when I experience having a monthly allowance from my parents. I realized how they strive to earn money just to send me money as my allowance, that time, I became more serious to study and learning even though it's difficult coz I know there is a big gap in my learning capacity between me and my classmate's coz I know to myself that I'm too behind in terms of knowledge and learnings among of all my classmates due to I started off being a lazy (Pasaway na studying) but despite that, I still always keep on holding my hope that I will survive someday.

It is very difficult along the way in my college life, realizations keep on taunting me, a lot of questions and what if comes to my mind. In the middle of difficulty, I started asking myself; why I keep myself this long before I realize, what if I started from the beginning, what If I listened seriously to every subject before. A lot of questions and what-ifs came to my mind that time, that time when I struggled to pass my every subject.

Not only once and twice I attempt to give up that time a lot, but my friends and board mates always save me from the wrong decisions of giving up, they always give me hope and strengths for me to continue the college life, helping each other become our strengths, college life became easy when were in teamwork, not because we cheat to each other but because were helping each other in terms of making projects, assignments, and we do a brain storming and group study before in every examination.

Despite of the difficulty along the way, I'm proud that I still finish my 4 years course, and honestly I can't do that without my friends and classmates more especially my beloved boardmates.

After I graduated, my hubby in watching anime repeated again and yess a while ago while watching an anime in titled slumdunk who's the main character named Hanamitchi Sakuragi made me Realized of how I deal my life and how I managed to succeed in the difficulty situations.

I saw myself of how the main character of slam-dunk anime Hanamitchi Sakuragi face and overcome the difficulty in life. Hanamitchi is the evidence that if we truly pursue to become good in our career we must to try hard and practice more to become more auccesful.

Weak will not be always weak,(Hindi lahat ng mahihina ay mananatiling mahina)

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