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Broken promise (finale) Sitting at the same spot you always eat together at this simple restaurant that gives you a lot of nostalgic feels You know it's not just the restaurant Or the food But it's whom you are with With her... The feels of nostalgia all came back, it's like you were in your college days again, you feel that you were together again... ***"I would like some pasta and then just cold water"*** She just said looking at the menu You were just staring at her not until she put down the menu book and stares at you with the same level, you came back to yourself and avoid her stares... ***"just go with the same as your order"*** you just said nonchalantly without looking at her, afraid she might misinterpret the look you gave to her ***"yahh, you hate pasta didn't you remember"*** she just asked with a shock and annoyed in her face, You felt the concern to her voice, you smile internally to that, she remembered, she doesn't forget... ***"okay fine just a salad will do"*** you just say and smile to her She seated comfortably and hereyou go again, the awkward silence started to build up again between the both of you and before even that you broke the silence ***"so how are you?"*** your voice is so awkward just to break the silence She stops and stare at you with her eyes that just look like longing, sad, pain, and emptiness, but she just smile and says ***"I'm fine, just gotta do somethings so I could finally leave"*** she said ***"so... "*** you started ***"so what?"*** she just said with a playful tone You were getting impatience so you just directed her to the point of meeting her ***"so what are gonna says to me?"*** you said with a calm voice ***"your so serious, let's just finish this foods first so we can go oht and grab some fresh air"*** You never talk after she just said that, you don't know why you're still here it's like she'd playing with you, After you both finish eating you go walk to the familiar park and just sit at the same bench You realized and remember something This is it This is the place where she promised, you felt the sadness cause of that memories The night at the exact place where she promised to marry you, where she promise her future with you, You don't realize that the tears are already building up around your eyes, but ypu force it not to fall You notice she has been quite beside you, you both rest at one of the park bench and At that moment, you felt a comfortable silence among the both of you not just like the awkward silence you felt a while ago. You were both taking the pleasure in each other's presence, not wanting to break the silence, you know you don't want this night to end but all things should be done ***"Alex-"*** ***" bub"*** You both laugh because you both call each other at the same time, but that's not just the reason why ypu laugh, but because after a long time ypu heard her say the name ypu both gave each other, she called you bub... ***"you go first"*** you says with a smile ***"okay, so bub first of all I just wanted to say thank you for givimg me a chance to talk to you and meet you in person, I- I know it's a bit inappropriate for me to meet you and act loke nothing happen, act l-like I-I didn't leave you"*** she says while voice are stutterring You just stay quiet sign that you wanted her to continue what she's saying ***"I wanted to tell you, I'm so sorry Bub, I know sorry won't bring back everything that happened back then, sorry won't bring back the pain I caused you but I just wanted to be sorry for all of it, I wanted to free all my guilts, I know it's selfish of me but bub..."*** She stops and look at you with the same loving eyes, you remember the night that she promised you the future of being together, you can't help but to feel the pain again, it feels like all the walls you build from the years she left you started to fall again and you can't help but to asked her ***"why alex, why did you do this, why do you just show up after I started to feel a whole person again, why ypu just need to showed up and break me again, why..."*** your tears started to fall down to your face ***"I'm s-sorry bub but I still love you, I always lov-"*** she just says while holding your hand You stand up and removed her hand from the hold and look at her eyes ***"alex please just stop, let not talk to each other again"*** you cut her off with a louder tone of your voice ***"I'm with someone and I love her okay"*** you said to her You look at her expecting to be angry or feel anything but she just sit again and smile while tears are running down to her face, you're so confused right now ***" I know"*** she said not looking at you ***"I always know"*** she adds up and look at you You feel that she wanted to talk with you at peace so you calm down yourself and back to your sit again ***"bub I always know cause I alresdy talk to her, I know her bub and I know that she loves you and you deserve her ans she deserves you, you both make a good future together..."*** she just says with a surrender tone of her voice ***"bub I know everything, and the day I leave you that's the day I received a good news from my aunt doctor at the states, I'm gonna be treated cause this kidneys are failing me"*** she broke glare and just look away ***"wh-why you didn't t-tell me?"*** you were so confused, shock at this reason, so this is why she leave for her health, you are now angry to yourself why you didn't even give a damn to look for her or beg for her to stay that night or just asked her until she says the truth why would she left you... ***"bub I'm sorry"*** you says and make her face you ***"no bub it's my fault, It's not your fault that my body is weak, I'm so sorry bub"*** she said ***"bub I will take care of you from now on"*** yoi said not thinking about the other person you're with, you were not thinking about the circumstances you just think of her ***"no bub, you can't bub, I'm just glad you're okay now and I just wanted to meet you and give you the closure you always wanted and... "*** she says ***"I'm dying bub"*** she broke into tears and you hugged her tight ***"the kidney transplant is a failure it got rejected by my body so I just go back to the dialysis treatment but I think day by day is like surving I don't know if I will be able to see the sun every night I'm going to sleep"*** she cried her heart out ***"just wanted to tell you bub that I love you and you were my first and last but I think I wouldn't be your last... But it's okay atleast I know that you're in a good arms"*** she left out a chuckle with an exhausted tone ***"no bub, I can leave everything and everyone just to be with you and take care of you"*** you were selfish you know if your present girl moley hears you she'll get hurt but it's your bub that you were talking about, it her and you know it's always been her... ***"bub are you hearing yourself, this is the reason why I didn't tell you cause you will go bizarre and wouldn't care even yourself, bub I love you and I want the best for you"*** she says ***"but you're the best for me bub, I love you and why won't you let me take care of you"*** you were both shock at what words came out to your mouth ***"bub it's okay, this whole night that we both shared is the moment that I will always treasured above and if I were given a chance to be with you in the next life time, I will not get tired to find you and continue what we started but for now bub just let me go bub... "*** she says with a tired tone ***" bub I love you"*** you said while tearing up and hugging her much more tighter ***"I know bub and I love you too"*** she replied lovingly She broke the hugs and kiss your forehead ***"promise me that you will live for me bub"*** ***"Please live for me"*** The end **Hahhahahahahaha wowww it's bitin and cheezy whahahha but yeah that's it I'm not gonna make it more longer cause I don't want it hahhahaha so yeah that's it thank you for reading this** **Again if you wanted to understand the whole story then please read the 3 parts** **Here's the link** Part 1 https://read.cash/@Unwantedsoul/broken-promise-d3cc63a8 Part 2 https://read.cash/@Unwantedsoul/broken-promise-part-2-1b2616b2 Part 3 https://read.cash/@Abunjingbunjing/broken-promise-part-3-9a3a5be5 **Thankyou so much anyways please listen to this song for this story...** https://open.spotify.com/track/7IroIG4xaUh87f3I2WxFkA?si=kXYiQB1TSpGVFx8_Eva9Dg&dl_branch=1

A@Abunjingbunjing

Broken Promise (Part 3) ***A little throwback guys*** You were walking your way to your school Yes it's your first day as a freshman in college, you're taking bachelor of arts in photography De La Salle - College of Saint Benilde, your wanted to pursue photography even your parents is against it and they wanted you to became an architect. You don't want them to control or decide what you wanted to be in your future so here you are walking your way to your dreams. When you reached the gate you've seen a lot of different students and you don't give damn interest even a single one of them, You walk your way to find your assigned classroom, but when you were busy looking at the fliers they gave to the freshies, you bump into someone that makes you fall in the ground with the person you just bump in. You were shock and irritated but when you look at her you feel something new when you look at her face, you were so mesmerized for a moment until she spokes up ***"uhmm goshh I-Im really s-sorryy"*** the person says without breaking your position rightnow, not until you realized you are in an awkward position, you laying at the groud while she's on top of you, you stand up quicly as soon as you realized it. ***"oh yeahh, it's alright, sorry it's also my fault, I was busy looking at this"*** you showed her the fliers that's already crampled in your right hands She laughed at your reaction, but you don't know if you will get angry or not because, the way she laugh makes you feel aomthing inside, makes you wanted to know her, but you erase the thought and back to your serious self ***"yeah you don't have to explain chill"*** she just says while showing her smile that you were surely always wanted to see ***"yeah sorry again"*** ***"we both at fault here okay, I was running late at my first class so I run hurriedly and I didn't notice you so yeah sorry"*** she apologetically look at you She's so innocent you wanted to know talk to her but you also need to go cause you'll also be late at your firs class ***"it's alright, anyways I've gotta go"*** you bid your goodbye not until you remember to asked her name but when you look at her she's far away now You just keep in mind to find her if you have time... ***At the present time*** Your thoughts when you see the front of your old school, memories came flashing back to you when you step your foot at the place where you first meet her, the place where you always waits for her after class and the place where your story of you and her started... The place where you first meet Alexandra Your home Your bub It's funny how you easily accept the offer to meet with her, after what she did, you still wanted to meet her cause you wanted to hear everything and all the reasons why You think meeting her will be the answer of all your whys at late night thinking why she left you And now you're here waiting for her again It's been so long since you last saw her, you're so excited at the same time scared You don't know but yeah here you are After an minutes of waiting you here the familiar voice who once became the music to your ears, your name sound so nice when she says it, You look at her from a far and she waved her hand and run to you with a smiling face, a smile that you always missed ***"hi"*** you awkwardly greeted her, you wanted to slap your face cause of the awkwardness of your tone ***"hey Andrei"*** she greet you with a smile ***"Let's go grab some dinner first it's already dinner time, let's just talk while we eat"*** she broke the awkward silence between the both of you ***"oh y- yeah yeah"*** you stuttered replied She just laugh and walk past by you You both walking to the sidewalk to find some good restaurants to dine in, when you notice she's still clumsy and doesnt care on her surroundings, cause she's walking near the road side so you held her and change position with her so she can safely walk to your side, You didn't missed the small smile she gave after what you did And you also feel the same way It's crazy but you know you miss this You miss walking with her You miss her... **So guys this is the part 3 of Broken Promise, this is the continuation the other parts is in my old account I don't know why it got spam so I made a new one just to continue this story,** **For some of you who's wanted to read the parts of this story heres the link** **Part 1** https://read.cash/@Unwantedsoul/broken-promise-d3cc63a8 **Part 2** https://read.cash/@Unwantedsoul/broken-promise-part-2-1b2616b2 **Again thank you for reading this, I will upload the next chapters, hayss very marupok both sides talaga...** **Keep safe guys :)**

A@Abunjingbunjing

New acc again Hi I'm not a newbie here hehehe my account got spam I dunno the reason so I made a new account again and this is it I left some unfinished stories in my old account maybe I'll continue it here I will just copy the link of it, so people who wants to read it can follow the whole story here at my new account, I will also left my sponsors awww hayss anyways let's get started again. Hehehezz unwanted soul you will be miss, again gonna start with a scratch again but hope it will not be hard cause I'll just stay at my content in my old account, so yeah hope you'll understand guys Thank you and have a nice day, keep safe everyone.