Pain

"This evening, when the restraint was broken, I dried my eyes with my own hands, silenced myself, and you know, there's no greater pain than silencing yourself."

What pain does the heart go through while consoling itself? Do you know how to hide yourself in your own arms and cry and then go away crying?

* And then sitting on the cold floor crying and hiccups stop, then how difficult it is to wipe your tears with both hands like children and then swell there crying and crying, you know *

* _zabi_ *