112.48 dollars in total as of today! But where did it go?

So this is what I was doing the whole morning. The production supervisor from where I was working was absent due to a high fever so production reports were not made and submitted to me.

Since I was vacant the whole morning and planned to write about what I had in July, I decided to dig out even further to the moment I first started my read.cash journey. On an excel file which I am more confident to use than a google document, I copied each link of the articles that I made. I had very few articles made in the year 2021 so I decided to group them into one and then I grouped the rest by month.

All in all, my 2021 earnings were only 4.71 dollars. This was the time when I still had to know more about read.cash because compared to noise.cash which I easily got to know of was a lot different in many ways. there was even a time that I upvoted with all I had and wondered how it happened. Funny, right? And also, Due to a lack of interactions with people, there are articles that were not tipped even a little.

Late December was when I was motivated to write more articles. That as after an article of mine about my Lola on her deathbed that I was tipped by the random rewarder of a total of .47 dollars. Then I made friends with some people in noise.cash who were also in read.cash and was able to ask for tips on how read.cash really works and bit by bit, I was able to know more and understand some ways.

I am not a good writer, I can say. I myself noticed it but I hoped to improve; my excuse was that I was too loaded with work and all other stuff but this could be just an excuse.

Despite my bland articles, I was still blessed with tips here and there and through time, I was able to accumulate a huge amount. Yup, 112 dollars is big enough for me.

I had lots of ups and downs too and was sometimes motivated but most of the times lost it too. There are times that I envy users that could earn as much as one BCH in a month, then I ask myself, how do they do that? They must be gifted with lots of wisdom and knowledge and time.

But If you ask me where did my earnings go? I don't know, haha I did not feel that I have them either. But here's the truth; I converted them in our fiat and cashed them out, Almost half of them were paid to my debts; When my husband was still very busy n his scrap business, he needed lots of money so io loaned for some and paid them with my earnings. He said he would be paying for it but two people came to him and sold 4o and 100 square meter lots to him and that's where most of his money went.

I was okay at first but then again he needed more money for them and the same happened. During those times, the BCH value was higher so I did not have second thoughts about converting money and paying the debts that I have, because I would rather pay my earnings than accumulate a huge interest from the loan and it won't be worth it. I just hope that there will be more ways to pay them to the fullest and get over them.

But since the BCH value dropped, so does my husband's business. But last month, another 3800 pesos was added to my debts because the need for money was strong and I still cannot convert my earnings yet for it would be a heartbreak.

Still, my earnings were allocated to pay for the debts than buy the things that I needed and wanted. A reward for my hard work wouldn't be that bad but I would not I cannot have peace until I still have debts to pay.

I thought at first that my earnings could be mine alone since I already have a job that would be enough to sustain the needs of the family and besides, my husband has a job too. But things can get rough and the reality of life is that we cannot really have everything that we wanted.

So after I listed everything including the corresponding earnings of each of the articles, I was able to total 112.48. I'm pretty sure I entered the right formula in the excel sheet so this might be correct.

This would not be possible without you all my friends and the random rewarder tipping me. I thank you all and I hope you would still continue to bear with me here. earnings as much would not be possible without read.cash.

Oh, and lately, I was able to read articles that say write from the heart. I remember once that I write about an article that I was holding back so I hope I could get over it and will write from my heart starting today. I know the process would not be that easy because that was what I was used to but I'll try my best in the name of improvement.

Thank you so much and see you all around. I'll go back to work for now and come back a little later.

Keep safe!