Hey there whoever is reading this.
I want your opinion about what's been going on in my mind so far.
I broke up with my gf 3 months ago with a very serious reason that I won't mention here. It was not her or my fault but was me who told her to not to call me ever again.
Now that it's been 3 months and pandemic crisis that reason seems to be not very serious to me. I don't know what she is thinking about it. I didn't break her heart by saying any false stuff. I'm a very naive person who chooses words carefully. I believe in power of words. However. She hasn't called me back ever since then. She also deleted my number, I can not see her photo on WhatsApp.
Nowadays I'm thinking a lot about her, I see I still love her deeply. I won't lie I slept with smb else in this period(also regret it) but didn't change the fact that I'm still in love with her.
So the questions here are:
Was she over with me already so she deleted my number immediately ? I mean is it possible that she was actually glad that I broke up with her?
Did she delete my number because she didn't want to drunk text me somehow?
Well, honestly this option I don't consider seriously! Who does that! But it's a good way to fool myself maybe.
Is it too weird if I ring her up to tell her I still love her?
This is my ultimate challenge . Whenever I put my head on pillow I cant stop thinking about her. Cant sleep for hours some nights.
My friends just tell me to get over her. They say she'd call me if she was still into me. But I cant stop wondering about those questions..
So tell me pls is it too late to call and ask or should I just try to forget about her and close the case immediately?
What would you do?
