These words are traveling to your mind through the dark matter, which looks like our nervous system but we can’t see it unless there’s lightning strikes the Times Square, around the Corona Comedy Central Country, India.
I don’t even know how many days it has been, staying in. Probably because, just my body is inside. Inside these pink colored walls of the limited housing plan for the people with dreams in the financial capital of this country. I had to change the concept of inside and outside for these last few long days. When I stay inside, I stay inside myself, within me and when I’m outside only my senses are outside, only my ears, because I can’t see anything from my window aa well other than my undies drying up on the wires.
I have no idea of the day, the date, the time, the ongoing situation of outer corona filled life. I lay down on my mattress and floor, half body on mattress and half on floor just make me feel comfortable. I am doing experiments with cooking, even mixes onions and milk sometime to make, I don’t remember what.
Other than eating, pissing, shitting and sleeping, I am watching a lot of movies and shows.
The company I work for, I haven’t heard from them and unable to contact them as well, feels like they are shut down and I’m not even trying much, just watching how long this shit goes.
I hear voices, not mine, well sometimes yes, but I’m talking about the new birds. I hear them singing outside, though I can’t see them that much, but their voices sound beautiful and I listen to them in the night, when it’s all dark and meditate with them. I try to travel as much as I can while I dream or meditate. I sleep rarely, I dream many times.
I try not to forget what it was like to be outside in the world. I keep showing myself the long beaches, the empty sea, the sky, the trees, the cold, the warmth, the rain with the wind and the trains.
I am working on some stuff as well. But I don’t think I will write about that.
I flashlight the water bottles to see the interesting reflections, you all should try that. Fill up a bottle with water, and light the mobile flash and look on the other side. You can see the dancing butterflies and many trippy patterns. I get them all big on the wall and watch them in the dark.
its fun!