I Hate My Siblings!

I don't know how to start this one. But, I really hate my siblings! Especially, the one who's next to me. Have you also feel the same thing to me? Like, we hated our siblings just because they are so toxic to us? They don't respect us as elders to them?

As a sister. I always do all the things for them. For the goodness of them. I have one younger brother and one younger sister. Since we were young, I took care of them, as our mother's helper. I don't know why, they are like that to me. They just keep bullying me even before.

Hindi naman sa bully, but they are hurting me. You know, when we we're young. My younger brother always punch me everytime. The things that I have or I like the most will be also liked him. He will get it to me. I do fight back. But, at the end. I am the one who will always feel hurt.

My parents also, become stressed to us. Because, we always fighting. My mom always discipline my little brother but, he never listen to her.

Until, we are both in Senior High School. I can't deny that we are in the stage that we need adjustment to ourselves. I do hated when someone will annoyed me if I am busy enough.

My younger brother, which is A Grade 11 student now this coming School Year. He don't even know how to wash his brief and clothes. We always said to him that we will never ever wash his clothes. Because, he is big enough. Lol.

Then, one time. We dont wash his clothes for a week. Still, he didn't wash it. Until 1 month! He was so lazy enough! . I really hate him! We just wait, when he will wash his clothes. Grrrr.. Until, himala! He did wash it. Buti nga sa kaniya at natauhan siya..

The worst reason why I hated my siblings. Because, they don't respect me as their sister.

They always talk me back...Grrrr.. One time, my sister, I mean Our youngest sister(bunso). I borrowed her slipper. Of course, I let her know, because she will be really angry if I don't ask permission to her. Then, it took me a long time to get back because, I actually looked for my own slipper outside the house using her slipper.

Then, I went back because, I finally found it. When I was at the door stepping into our house. She pushed me !! I really fell and There are still a few stairs there. And I have scratched in my arms. I want to slap her, tweak her, punch her. But, I'm just controlling my emotion that time. I do, shouted to her and walked out. I went in my room and cried. My little sister is a Grade 9 student this School Year. But, I don't know, Why they're always become angry to me.

Di ko alam ,bakit ganyan sila. Pinalaki naman kami nila mama at papa bilang mga mabubuting anak.

That feeling that, we, as a sister. We will be the one who will always give way to them.

Both of them talked back to me. Even I do prioritize their needs before myself. Because, I know my parents does not enough money to raise up. So, I do help them. In terms of other needs. All of my money that I earned here. I do give it to them for my support. But, what they give back to me? They always made me cry!

You know. I do get jelous to the other siblings that laugh everyday. Siblings that never hurting each other both pyhsical and emotional. Haystt.. I wish they wil change soon.

Even, they are like that. I do respect And Love them. Because, I always hold this thing that, Maybe one day. They just realize that I become a good sister to them. I know, that, They will Realize that soon.

Kasi, sa magkakapatid, di talaga mawawala ang away.

Away, bati, away, bati. Minsan, funny kami na para bang mga siraulo. Pero, yun din .Away ng away. Hahahaha. Magkakapatid nga naman.

As a sister, as an elder. Even we hate our siblings. Kahit may sama ng loob tayo sa kanila. Masakit pa din na nakikita nating nasasaktan sila. Dibah?

Ok na sakin na ako ang masaktan, wag lang sila. Ok na sakin na ako ang magugutom. Wag lang sila. Ok na sakin, na unahin sila kaysa sa sarili ko.

Kasi, there's nothing more painful seeing our siblings suffering or being hurt. Because, they really need us in order to guide them.

I do always, said to them na "baguhin nila sarili nila, na one day, sana ma realize nila ang mga mistakes nila sakin, na one day they will understand what those words I said to them, na one day maging matured sila, Na one day, they will know how to respect me"

Even I hate them! But, still I do still Love them.

Thank you for reading.

Do you hate your siblings also? (Please share it in the comment section)

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