A doubtful relationship

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4 years ago

"It is good you are back", I said.

He didn't answer but I meant it although, not long after I couldn't help telling my little friend he really was the last one of his type. The fact I offered him a home, put my trust in him, took care of his needs resulted in him letting me down more than once. Actually, I should say it became a daily habit in those few weeks we are together.

If trust is gone it's hard to have a good relationship. Each time again I need him I think "what's next" and stress takes over. The only thing I want is my peace and some comfort in times of need. I don't have a long wishlist. I do not demand but this relationship was started for a certain reason. If that reason is no longer there it's questionable if it's a good idea to keep trying, if it isn't time to say goodbye.

"You said before you started with him he isn't your type", my friend said which is so true.

We both feel miserable about the fact that if it comes to it there are not so many options left and we can not be picky. We know we can not have everything. Rich, you need to be to get what you like, to afford what you like, and... to be able to keep it. At this moment we are happy he's back because life is easier for at least at this moment although he did cost me over 150 euros.

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When we are attracted to a person, we see many wonderful things and after meeting them, things change. People lie all the time to gain the trust of others and then bring out their true selves. This is a story about the comeback, right?

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4 years ago

I'm glad he's back too. You can build trust again. It's about letting the past be buried and kicking out regrets so a new chapter can take effect.

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4 years ago

Let's see if he's worth my trust. Proof is needed for that and it's too early to tell. One should learn from earlier mistakes not repeat them.

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4 years ago

good writing

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