The only way to acquire new skills is to try and explore new things. You may fail the first several times. But, that is how you learn, grow, and ultimately succeed at new endeavors. When you push yourself, you get to know yourself. In the end, we are only competing against ourselves. It is through exertion and pushing yourself that you will come to know your own limits, beliefs, and strengths. Keep going and fighting! :)
Good night bro