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It will soon be two years since your dearest mother went among the angels.
You left in agony, and my conscience bites me more and more.
Why wasn't I stronger ??
Why couldn't I keep you longer?
Maybe you'd still be alive if we hadn't put you in a nursing home?
Maybe you would still be alive if we hadn't left you in the hospital ??
I think about you for days, you are in every thought of mine.
The nights are the worst. Then I miss you so much.
Your clothes I keep still smell like you.
And the older I get, the more I miss you!
They comfort me and say that I did my best, but my remorse does not subside.
It will pass one day.
We will meet my dearest mother. We will meet somewhere among the stars.
I love you the most in the world.
