Do you have a wish in your life? Well if you ask me I definitely say yes if I will be given a ane wish I will choose to have a complete family that you have your dad and mom and sister or brother that what I want to wish for but sadly wishing can only work on fantasy movie or disney movie like Aladdin,Cinderella and many more I was 11 when my father died because of cancer he is a Seaman he only came back Once a year sometimes he didn't go back for a year every occasion he's not there always cause he need to work in order to get money.
My mother is a housewife only she always keeping our home clean always neat to watch and even our backyard she always cleaned it. When my father came back to Phillipines he always bought us a gift for everyone in home the last time he gave me is a toy a car toy and for my mother he gave a necklace my father stayed for a week in our home and after that he will go back again he always gave his money to my mom sometime he gave Philippine Peso bills and sometimes he gave a Rhupy Bill my mother didn't sold the rhupy cause she wants to keep it as a remembrance of my father she always keep it in her wallet there some times that she want to exchange it but still thinking wisely even we don't have a money she still saying that after your graduation we will go to cebuana and exhange this and we will go to Jollibee and that makes me smiled hahah.
After my graduation we called my father and told to him the good news that I got the top 3 honor my father was so happy and he said he will comeback before my birthday our graduation at that time was February 16 and my birthday was March 13 and I replied to him promise me you'll go to my birthday ha and he said definitely yes then makes me happy again after that mom hanged up the call and as what she promise that we will go to eat a Jollibee meal yes we did I eat float spaghetti chicken joy sundae and my mom gives me a necklace as what I told you in my previous article you saw an silver necklace that was my necklace that my moms give to me and I still keeping it until now.
The day before my birthday my father arrive and yes we're so very happy at that time cause we are definitely complete as one family and who would expect that there will be bad happened on the day of my special day after we sang a birthday song my father fell down and everyone was shocked and also my mother I was crying at that already cause I don't know what happened to him all of the visitors help him to stand but he still saying that he's so dizzy and he looks paled until he fell asleep but my mother was trying to wake up him and ny tita said just called an ambulance she told to my mother that we will call an ambulance then my mother did and the ambulance took too long to arrive at our home I don't know why my mother was starting to cry and always saying help please but my tita was trying to calm her up.
An ambulance arrive my mother yell at them that why did they took too long the hospital was only at the next barangay why then my tita said we don't need to talk about that this time it can wait but for now lets get going and then they go to the hospital when they arrive they direct to Emergency Room and they admitted my father and the doctor tooked an x-ray to him and yes they saw a tumor in his head after the examine the doctor told to my mother that my father have a brain tumor and it is malignant I wonder what malignan is thats mother replied to the doctor and the doctor said that malignan is a dangerous stage of cancer and my father was still have a month to live here and that's made my mother and tita cry when they go back home they told me everything and that made me cried out loud when I visited to my father at the hospital I always meke my self strong and we always playing cause I want to make a happy memories with him before he gone I still don't mind that he has only a month to live I always thought that he will be always by my side.
Month of April the month that we don't want to be cause thats the last month of my fathers life before He passed away he told me that I want you to take care of your mom don't make her stress ok my mother was crying at that time and everyone including me after that my father said Im sure my time has come my mother said No don't leave us please and hold his hand please and that's what we all crying out loud when my father said I can't breath easily now and my head was spinning and my tita said keep fighting please don't leave you family you son was still a child just fight my brother but and my mother shouted Nurse Nurse please call the doctor hey call the doctor then the doctor come and he told us that we need to go outside.
After an hour the doctor came back and said Im sorry we did all our best but we failed we are all know that Mr. Has only a month to live here my mother No it can't be hes still alive I hold my hands of my mother and cry only my tita was the only one conforting us she also crying at that time after that we went go back to our home and packed up all the things of my father.
We didn't buried my father we did a cremation for him cause that's what he want and my mom burned all the things of my father and we leave there and we transfer to another place.
Seing your love ones was getting hurt is the most painful part of life.
Thats what I want to wish, I wish that my father was still alive so that we can play and bonding together with my mother.
I know that feeling, and I lost my father when I was young. The years have passed and I still miss him. I'm sorry for your loss!