I am going to introduce myself later in this article but first, let me apologize for any grammatical, Lexical, syntactic, and semantic mistakes (The funny thing is; I had no idea about these mistakes till now) which I am about to commit while writing this article. Everyone is unique in their own way. So, I am sure someone will find something special and interesting in my life. This will help me in writing and publishing my first article on this platform.
My Introduction
My name is Usman Shoaib. Today I am going to tell you about my qualification. What do I do for a living? Write about my health? What is my approach towards life? What are my observations about my attitude? And most importantly what made me write this article? Why do I feel the need to change my attitude?
My Qualification
I have completed 16 years of education (MCS) as an average student. I was not obsessed to get excellent grades in exams. My only aim was to just pass the exams.
What do I do for a living?
I do a nine-to-five job in a private construction company as an IT guy. Salary is sufficient for basic necessities so I am living from hand to mouth.
My health issues
I was living a healthy life but unfortunately, I was diagnosed with a brain tumor in July 2019. I have gone through brain surgery on 17th July. My Neurosurgeon removed frontal skull bone because it was infected. My family was going through hard time. We waited for 20 days for the biopsy report. But thankfully, it was a benign (Non-cancerous) tumor. I had to go through 2nd surgery on 4th December 2020 for placing titanium mesh in my skull. I am perfectly feeling well now. But I will face problems i.e difficulty concentrating, remembering things, and behavior changes.
What is my approach towards life?
I have an extremely careless attitude towards life. Your destiny is in your hand but unfortunately, that is not the case with me. I have handed over my destiny to life, now life is leading me. Wherever life takes me, I walk in the same direction. It's not like I don't want to do anything in my life
There is a passion for doing something incredible in life, but I have no idea what initiative should I take to change my life? What is my life purpose?? In which direction should I proceed?? Have no clue about my destination? Lack of motivation to do anything? And most importantly, I don’t have a guide who can help me in showing the way to find my goals & ambitions in life.
What are my observations about the reasons behind my careless attitude?
I can’t step out of my comfort zone. I love to waste my time watching movies and web surfing. I want to work hard but I can’t set my goals. I constantly need someone to guide me.
Why do I feel the need to change my attitude?
Before undergoing multiple surgeries, I was careless and unfortunately, I am still now. But the good thing is I want to change my attitude now. I want to improve my life. I know I can’t survive in this unpredictable and cruel life with such a negligent attitude. But I have no idea where to start. I live average but I don't want to die average. I desire to be extraordinary. I want to live life according to my rules.
What made me write this article?
There are two main reasons behind writing this article. First, I wanted to start writing an article. I need to practice something so I selected to write about my life and the problems (because of my attitude apart from health) I am facing in life.
Secondly, the purpose is also to get your suggestions on my writing and also, how to improve myself to get succeed in life. I would love to see your positive criticism in the comment sections.
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