Have you ever been in love with a person? That you never want to lose that person? But things got complicated. You ended up hurting each other. The misunderstandings ended up in a break up. It's painful, isn't it? You thought your relationship with that person is perfect. You thought that you would live with him/her forever. You thought that person would never leave you.
Life is unpredictable, and painful.
You thought things will go alright if you just believe, but no, that's not the case. Everything that happens in your life is a result of every decisions you made. A single decision can change everything.
I've experienced it all. Just a year ago, I lost my person. The person who meant the world to me. The only person who truly cared for me. The only person who makes me happy. It's been a long time, yet I still long for her. I know it's crazy that I should be moving on, but damn it, It's just hard to forger her. I've wrote hundreds of poems for her. And allow me to share you one of them.
Lying Here On My Bed
Reminiscing What's In My Head
Then Suddenly I Thought Of You
All Of The Sudden I Felt Blue
I Need To Know The Reason Why
You Left Me And Said Goodbye
Now I Long For Your Presence
So That My Life Will Make Sense
'Cause When You Are Not Here With Me
My Life Is So Dull And Empty
But When You're Here You Make Me See
How Happy My Life Could Be
And Even though We Are Apart
Nobody Will Be In My Heart
The Reason Is I Still Love You
And The Feelings I Have Is True
If Your Heart Is Full Of Doubt
Of My Love And What It's All About
So Come To Me And I'll Make You Feel
That The Love I Have For You Is Real
But Then Again I Will Wait For The Time
So That Your Heart Will Heal And You'll Be Mine.
I thank those two people who commented in my first article. I'm very grateful for encouraging me to continue despite my flaws.