Well, come to my 30 years of experience
Intro music: playing
"welcome to the black parade by my chemical romance,
hope - nf"
Welcome to the 30 years of exiting on this planet Earth.
I did nothing special for the past years to look back.
Not worth to reflect my work as a creative person.
I regret that I don't take the risk
To make a piece of reminiscence
I let my fear, doubt, and overwhelming feelings wreck on
These hinder to try and create.
Always wanted to but not stepping on.
As NF - Hope said
30 years you've been draggin' your feet
Tellin' me I'm the reason we're stagnant
30 years you've been claiming you're honest
And promising progress, well, where's it at?
30 years of runnin', 30 years of searchin'
30 years of hurtin', 30 years of pain
30 years of fearful, 30 years of anger
30 years of empty, 30 years of shame
30 years of broken, 30 years of anguish
30 years of hopeless, 30 years of (hey)
30 years of never, 30 years of maybe
30 years of later, 30 years of fake
30 years of hollow, 30 years of sorrow
30 years of darkness, 30 years of (...)
30 years of baggage, 30 years of sadness
30 years of stagnant, 30 years of chains
30 years of anxious, 30 years of sufferin'
30 years of torment, 30 years of (wait)
30 years of bitter, 30 years of lonely
30 years of pushing everyone away ('way)
I need to step back and think about these lyrics which I can relate to
Will I continue my next years to come like this?
What will I gain to stop this cycle?
Take the first step and did not continue? Worse. Right
My Chemical Romance - Welcome to Black Parade wrote
--------- He said, "Will you defeat them, your demons
And all the non-believers, the plans that they have made?
On and on, we carry through the fears (Oh, ha, ha)
Disappointed faces of your peers (Oh, ha, ha)
Take a look at me, 'cause I could not care at all
---------- Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
And give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's who we are
Just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy who had to sing this song
Just a man, I'm not a hero
I don't care
NF - Hope reflected,
I'm a prime example of what happens when you
Choose to not accept defeat and face your demons
Took me 30 years to realize that
If you wanna get the opportunity
To be the greatest version of yourself
Sometimes you gotta be someone you're not
To hear the voice of reason
Having kids will make you really take a step back
And look in the mirror
At least for me, that's what it did, I
I need to rebuild, at least I try,
I need to defeat my own excuse and lies.
I need to create, coz at least I give a good fight.
