What do you hate about yourself?
What's your biggest insecurity?
If you ever have the chance to change something about yourself, what would it be?
The process of being an adult is cutthroat. Puberty, if you're past or already in this phase, you'd know what it does to people.
Changes in the physical body are brutal. Your voice would change, there's hair growing out every where, acnes and pimples start appearing in your once fresh and smooth face.
Then there are emotional changes that worsen what you're feeling. You feel uncertain, overly-sensitive, confused and the mood swings. It's terrible you'd wish to just stay as a child forever.
But past that, you are already an adult.
Someone sure of what she/he desires. Someone with confidence to conquer the world with overflowing knowledge and skills. Someone matured, goal-centered and fearless.
But what if that wasn't the case for you?
What if you're still an adult that feels lost and dependent. You still feel uncertain on what to do next. You still need a manual, guide and anything that leads your way so you won't get lost.
You are still insecure. You have to have someone on your side and hold your hands or else you will tremble with anxiety this cruel world can give.
Insecurity is a deadly parasite that slowly kills its host. Even a child can feel insecure for their toys so what more to adults who are already at their peak of building their own name and career.
I have a lot of insecurity regarding my physical appearance but let's not dwell on that. This generation is already too obsessed with their standard of beauty that fitting to the format is too tiring...and expensive.
My biggest insecurity would be my tendency to compare myself to others which makes my other insecurities show up. This is really twisted and very hard to deal with.
It's like I am getting bruised because I am punching myself.
But slowly I am fighting this disease of mine. I want to let go and be free from this insecurity that keeps me from loving myself totally.
Comparing yourself to others is like differentiating apple from oranges. A waste of time. A waste of braincells. Why compare when both have their own strengths?
Insecurity is a btch that needs a upper hand to shut it up. A parasite needs a dose of treatments to kill it. Learn from the bruises it caused you and fight back.
Try to treat yourself better. Be kind to your own well-being. Stop staying at the gutter to feel down and self-pity. Embrace your flaws more. Embrace your past. Stop comparing! You already did enough of that in the past.
If you feel bad about yourself, do whatever it takes to make you feel better. See yourself in a better light. Whatever age you are right now, remember that insecurity is a total waste created and you're the one accepting the trash when you're not even a trash collector.
What I hate about myself is that I have to hate myself just because I see only my flaws and imperfections. Why can't I just love what makes me feel insecure to feel better.
Seek for self-love in the middle of insecurity.
I always felt bad about my looks and I doubt that will ever change. My skin never looked young and fresh really but dehydrated and infected, thorn, blue spots. Therefore I never really had pimples and grew old at a very young age. I can not remember puberty really. I doubt I had one or it was recognized. What would I have changed? It's hard to tell since this is me, apparently.