Fear of life
I think we all have some kind of fear of life, fear of existence, fear of disease, death.
This is normal for all people.
Fear can be justified and unjustified.
However, we now live in a time when that fear is completely justified. Covid-19 is there to reinforce all our fears.
More and more people are out of work, the big question is whether we will have a piece of bread to eat tomorrow.
The disease is there, all around us. We don't know what kind of disease it is, there are more and more sick people around me, I have a lot of doctor friends who are sick. Even those who died.
In most countries, health care is collapsing, including in my own country.
I watch the news a lot, our politicians continue to steal, more and more, they only care about themselves. Ordinary people are not interested in them at all. The court and the prosecution are corrupt, injustice is all around us.
I used to live in a completely safe country where I didn’t have to worry about anything. That country fell apart into several smaller ones and everything changed.
The fear of disease and poverty is more and more present in me.
By the way, I suffer from anxiety because of some things I have experienced, I take medication, and what is happening now is only making my condition worse.
Probably like other people.
Why do some people want everything just for themselves? It will never be clear to me.
Why do they want to destroy other people?
The answer is simple. It's all about money and power.
I am confused by the human race.
I wish I had never even been born.
