Himel at birth, or a little problem in the legs. A little will be less. His or her legs are too narrow below the knees and the legs cannot straighten. In other words, you have to bend your knees and walk slowly with your hands on your hips. No problem. It has become a habit. The silent language of all curious eyes has been tolerated.
It took him a long time to walk. I have never felt handicapped or helpless because of the cooperation and sincerity of all the family members. The pain was behind the chest. When the boys are running around the field with football and cricket and dreaming of getting lost by flying a colorful kite in the blue sky, he sits at home, flipping through the canvas drawing book in his mind or lying face down on an open book. But does his mind want to stay at home at all!
Good at studying since childhood. There were several times a fast boy in class at first. Then slowly the branches of thought retreat a little as they peek out the window of the mind. However, there were always first class students. Dad would go to school every day and then go to the office. After the holidays, he used to return home by rickshaw with his mother. Telling mom the same thing every day, I grew up. I can go home alone now. Besides, I have many good friends now. They don't offend me. Rather, they help me to walk like me. My mother cries silently with a cloth on her face and says, "My little boy has grown up a lot."
Mother did not return home from school with Himel for a long time. Because, after a while, the mother left on her own, not to return to the world. My father never remarried because of Himel. Since then he has become much more self-reliant. Going and coming everywhere alone. Some school-college classmates gave him a lot of inspiration. The helping hand was extended. Never looked into the eyes of compassion. Himel is grateful to them today.
That is to say, the deprivation of the mischievous classmates of his childhood and the pain of not being able to walk on the green grass or the pain of not being able to run away has caused him a lot of pain. But he did not give up. He has learned to fight. He was able to fight with himself. It is more difficult to fight with yourself. You have to fight alone. No one can be taken along. It's like breaking yourself over and over again, rebuilding.