.When we talk about the past, we should both know that that period is no longer valid. Everything that is present in memory is no longer what is happening, but what has happened and has passed. That's why, remembering you, it's like washing away an old wound that makes me hurt even more.
But denying it had no effect either. Because those memories often come without words. Even though I convinced myself with all my might, you did still reign there. People say time will heal. If that's true, then I now believe Mr. Scientist said, that the timing of each human being is not always the same ... Everything has indeed been left in the past, but the memories about you still regularly visit me
When something has ended, all that remains are memories. Everything about me and you is no longer in reality. But every night and in my spare time there, memories of you still regularly visit me. Sometimes it appears between my sleeping dreams. Sometimes it comes with raindrops when street artists sing our songs. Not that I like it, but sometimes I can't help it. It's a lie if I say I've forgotten you. Honestly outside of all that, I admit that I really miss
If you ask about my feelings for you, I could just answer that I forgot. I don't care how you are now, or whether you've found someone else to replace me. Everything about you no longer bothers me. Really, if you ask, I will answer that. But when you look into my eyes, maybe you will know. Not for a second in my life I managed to get you out of your mind. Either you, I don't know the memories about us, but I have to admit I really miss.
Do you remember about our first meeting? At that time I did not think that we would often meet in prayer
Then I will remember the sequence of our story. Starting from the beginning we met. At that time, I was so naive to believe that love can exist at first sight. I never thought that you would be so special in the end. And we no longer meet in mere coincidences, but we also meet in prayer. Yes, ever since that feeling arose, I have not missed mentioning your name in my prayers. I hope you will always be happy and get whatever you desire. And I still do it today. Even about the various quarrels between us, even though it's annoying I still appreciate it
Being with you is not always happy. You not only make me laugh, you hurt too. There are times when just looking at you makes me angry. But no matter how annoying we fight, I still appreciate it. We fight not because of hatred, but with love and fear of loss. Just like the beginning of our meeting, I also consider all our arguments as part of maturity. Even though now everything has passed, but our promises from long ago still remain in my mind
I admit, sometimes all the promises and future plans that we had arranged it kept me frozen. Do you remember about our debate about the location of the house for the two of us after we got married? Do you also remember that we also do not agree on how many small creatures will enliven our homes in the future. But anyway, we ended up laughing instead. So what should I do now besides just reminiscing? Because having you by my side is impossible for me, so let me have the memories.
I just need time. Even if forgetting you isn't easy, for the sake of our happiness - I can't give up
The toughest part of a relationship may be forgetting. Sometimes I wonder, how can I move if from all directions, you still dominate all tastes. But never mind. I know this is only temporary. I'm still trying. Maybe our taste is different, so it will take me a little longer. Everything does need a process. Until one day, just like you, I will be able to say goodbye to what remains only in memory. Regards, Someone from your past
