๐๐ค๐ค๐๐๐ฎ๐.
the sound of deadness reverberated the whole place, and if youโll dive into the ultimate void, there you could find the place where unexpressed feelings and unsaid thoughts song in.
โsomeday i will marry you,โ a voice from a melancholic past as if came back to present time echoes in my mind.
from his eyes looking at the sky where not even a single star was visible, he rerouted his eyes at my face. thoroughly sensing every little emotion from it but my eyes are as numb as the sky.
โi will marry you when my financial status is already stable, just wait for me,โ he said.
โi will wait for you,โ i murmured as i reminisced my veracious same answer and in an instant, he inched the gap of our face.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โ
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐,
๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐๐ฃ๐ฉ๐๐ค ๐จ๐๐จ.
suddenly, he disappeared in front of me as well as my senses went back to its physical reality. i faked a laughed. back then, those memories never failed to flatter me but now, they all turned bitter and all i could feel is pain as deadly as death.
i donโt know if you love me still or have me in your heart still, but i want you to know i still feel the same. i love you the same. i miss you the same. itโs been months since we separated ways. itโs been months since i grinned and snickered genuinely. itโs been months but indeed up to this minute that iโm breathing, iโm attempting still. iโm attempting to recuperate.
i am just a chaos to your thoughts and a poison to your heart. itโs a bitter pill to swallow but i ought to acknowledge that weโre just now outsiders with associated strings; strangers with shared history. for i am just a bridge; a portion of your travel, but never your destination.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ โ
๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐.
๐๐๐๐คฬ๐จ, ๐ข๐ ๐๐ข๐ค๐ง.