The remnants of relationship will never erase from your mind..
Love is not calculated. So a lot of times it becomes a relationship with the wrong people. But by the time he realized the problem, it was too late. If your partner is abusive then you are in a bad situation. Nothing feels good. Stays upset.
Once you start to blame yourself for the toxic relationship. Then one day you will get rid of this unbearable pain. However, the remnants of that relationship will not leave your mind. You will try your best to get out of that pain, but the solution will not come.
It is very difficult to be in a toxic relationship. Only those who go through such relationships understand exactly how complicated the problem is. In this case, a deep wound is created in the mind. This can lead to anxiety, fatigue, fear, loss of self-confidence, and anxiety. If such a feeling is created about love, it is better to get out of that relationship. Then maybe you will be healthy and beautiful.
Its too late for me not for you. So you can leave and move on. Thanks