Realism can be painful, not always helpful.

I'm not sure if it's a phase or I'm gradually becoming a pessimist. I was never hardcore optimistic not too pessimistic also. I was in the middle ground and the bookish name of this situation is 'realist'.

Maybe I'm too realistic to always try to find the connection and make the future path depending on the connection. But what if I fail to connect anymore. There would be a crash in the whole system. I guess this is what happens to me right now.

Or I would say, I'm finding some form of connection in everything, the reason behind every relationship that it's bothering me. I know what consequences it will bring. But for the people's sake, I have to shut my mouth. They never want to listen to the truth.

Yes, deep inside I'm feeling like this is the truth.

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Realism is a good thing, they say. But when you are the one, you will feel the pain. Because as well as seeing the light you can also the dark too.

I have to carry this life, no matter what.

For a few days because of some family matter, outsider issues, I got so much stressed. I can see the consequences, I have told them, what decision they are going to make will not end up pretty well. But they didn't listen to me.

It does bother me. Not because I care for them but mostly because I have to clean up their sh*t then they will be done with it.

I'm talking about some family business investment, one of my siblings is going on the other way. As she is the eldest so my mom is forcing us to follow her too. But we all know this will be no good.

Anyway, I withdraw myself from putting any effort into that matter. But I've still included thereby rules. I would be okay if the impact would not touch me. But I know it will.

So I'm trying my best to not worry and let it be. But again I'm a human and a realist. So this characteristic is not letting me be in peace.

Life is tough in so many ways, right?