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now if you are reading this I'm sorry because it is all about my self on how I've become more better person

I did remember that I am a narcissist or until now, when I'm in high school though I can't say that I'm the smartest but I have a name, I can compete with our valedictorian, that was one of the reason I have an air on my head and in addition my classmates would praise me that I'm too smart I did carry it but it change when i transferred school in bigger town which open my eyes that I could say that I'm just a frog in a well that did not see how big is the sky.

when I was studying I felt that I'm a fool because of my attitude that mostly my classmates excludes me that was the time I've been in the library and also I entered ROTC(Reserve Officer Training Corps) its an org. of the school where military training is being taught that's the time I was slowly shaped where I was discipline and taught the importance of camaraderie or helping your buddies batchmate classmate, there is knowledges we need to memorized or else punishment and we need to explain in our views.

That knowledges is composed of Poems, books like Desiderata, loyalty Pledge, Don't quit, the Prince, the art of war etc. that knowledges taught me more and how to be a better person.

Desiderata: "If you compare yourself to others you may become vain or bitter, for there are better or lesser person than yourself" it gives me the lesson that I can't be on the top because someone is always better for me and it did not discourages me because I will never be at the bottom. "Listen to others, even the dull and ignorant they too have their own stories" it teaches me that every opinion is important and education is not the basis of all we have knowledges that others person don't know and they have that we don't know. "You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. " you've been born in this world you value yourself more than material things. that was my top 3 line the Desiderata poem but I suggest to read it repeatedly and try to practiced it little by little.

Don't quit: "When things go wrong as they sometimes will," it teaches me not everyday is sunny day rain always comes pouring so be ready and be strong. "And you want to smile, but you have to sigh," when you're looking for a reason to be happy and it seems they have left you out. "Rest if you must, but don't you quit." quitting is never been the answer relax take a breather but remember never quit because quitter's never win and winner's never quit.

I can't say that I'm already a good person but I can only say I'm a better person than my old self, I learn to accept critics, how to listen to others, check out for others feelings and lessen my being self importance. I strongly recommend the title of poems and books above it can make you better person than yourself now