@re-joyce 20 December 2024 more from that month

I think growing up, i used to have someone to walk with. Perhaps, i am too afraid to stand on my own that i needed someone’s presence. I couldn’t even stand everyone’s gaze at that time. I had always been afraid of being seen pathetic and lonely or a wallflower, they say. So, i had always covered it up with having someone, regardless if they were good to me or not, as long as they filled up that space. And now, I realised that it’s really okay to be with just yourself. That, you do not have to sacrifice your comfort just to be seen as someone who has a lot of people by their side. Kaya ko naman pala. Mas maayos pa.