On the eve of my birthday… Thanks BCashers.
Have you ever had a moment of reflection in your life in which you look back and have contained great emotions? Tomorrow, November 1st, I will be 31 years old and I honestly don't know how time has passed so quickly. I have the feeling that at some point my life was stagnant or something similar. I do a little retrospective and comparisons and I do believe that I did live that period in which my life stagnated.
It is a period that many people have surely gone through, but in my case and in that of many Venezuelans it is comparable to the backwardness of Cuban society. In particular, my period of stagnation began the day I had to stop studying my two university degrees to go out to work. I remember going two days without eating, one weekend before Monday to go to class. That Sunday night, I went to a friend's house to ask for a couple of bananas for dinner and to go to class the next day... That Monday I arrived at class with the university transportation, I entered my classes and at lunch time my classmates saw that I didn't have lunch, and I couldn't help but burst into tears, they hugged me and fed me, but that day I decided to quit university and look for a job, I had never been so hungry in my life and I don't want to go through so much hunger again. But stagnation happens when I get a job and it's not enough for anything, just to survive, not study, not invest or save, just eat.
That's when my refuge was the internet, remote work and cryptocurrencies. I worked auditing calls with my super basic English at Humanatic, in the two cryptocurrency communities I've been in are Steemit and Bitcoin Cash from the time of Yours through honest cash to getting to read cash. However, the pandemic came and when everything was taking shape in my life, everything became blurred again.
Today, on the eve of my birthday, I try to stay firm with my plans to be able to move forward in life, despite not being at my best, I keep fighting to get ahead with my family. I know that many have gone through similar situations, that on many occasions the mind betrays us and makes us think of nonsense, but it is important to be surrounded by people who love you. In my case, my mother is my driving force and greatest motivation to not give up. Little by little, I also try to be my own motivation. I want time to pass and look back and be able to feel proud of myself.
PS: Things I have learned in recent times.
It is not bad to ask for help when you really need it. It is not bad to open up emotionally with people (In this, Read Cash has saved me, being able to write about my helplessness and vent is a great relief). Do not compare yourself with anyone. Each of us has our time. The important thing is to be constant with your struggles, to live in the present.
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I am also about to launch a social media platform to support the adoption of BCH in Spanish, if you want and can support me I will be very grateful. Happy November!
