Grasshoppers Part -2.

★Story : Grasshopper 2nd Part.

★Writer : Md rabiul Hasan.

Nilav falls asleep like a baby. Shreya seeks deep compassion Thick eyebrows. A little beard is peeking out. Black hair. The color of the skin is green. Wearing a Sentu genji in red tuktuk. I know why Shreya's eyes burst into tears. The eyes are like a disobedient river. When the waves rise. He touched the lips of the sleeping Nilav with dark affection. Has Shreya become much older today? How to behave like mature girls Injuries can increase a person's age by many years in the blink of an eye. The brain matures The restless man becomes silent, silent, thoughtful. That is why people have been slandering poets from generation to generation. This means that people want to say that a poet is born from a deep wound.

Chanchal Shreya was also injured today. Who knows whether he will become a poet or not. Shreya pulled out the sheet on Nilav's body and left. Only the body is lying in this bed. Anyone who sees this blindfolded body will be deceived into thinking it is asleep.

But the storm that is blowing in the alleys of his mind is not supposed to bring sleep. Her mind is now haunting every piece of memory spent with Minu. The human mind does not mean subordinate. He is very independent We can't control him. People want to forget how many memories they have going to live a long life. Yet, like a drink from a bill, lifelong memories float in the chest. Nilav could not forget Minu for a moment. Not even after getting married to Shreya. Minu's memory has always shattered her married life. He was a couple of years older than his classmates. He was admitted to a madrasa as a child and came back to school two years later. When Minu lost, the result of their Inter examination came out. Minu's result was even better than his. In these two years, the memory of living a life with Minu has accumulated. Minu used to study from Brishti's house. Brishti is Minu's half-sister. Boys have a habit of twisting their noses with ropes. Nilav, Minu, Tamim, Brishti classmates. Only the relationship of rain with Tamim has survived Tamim's unilateral abandonment may be the reason for his survival.

Everyone including Tamim knows that Brishti runs lottery in the name of best friend with everyone big and small without any discrimination. Yet he knows why he is drunk in the rain. One of the drawbacks of rain is "baal". Word of mouth delivers this word. Nilav, Minu, Tamim and all of them have threatened not to use these bad words in front of everyone. It's okay to accept the rain head.

But he did not give up this abuse. This insulting language used to whisper in everyone's ears. In the end, everyone would run away as soon as they whispered something to their girlfriends. The whisper of the rain means panic. Everyone must have bad comments about her boyfriend. One day he showed Nilav and whispered in Minu's ear-

- 'Your blueness is very sexy, I already know you with the bucket, but I couldn't convince you.'

Minu's ears became hot. The rain doesn’t stop anything in the baby’s face. Talk like boys. In anger, he punched and kicked in the back of the rain for a while. But it was fun to kill and punch. Giggling. What a pain in the ass. He has to stay in one bed with this annoying girl. Lutuputu phone conversations with the boys all night. Minu doesn't think. Where do they get the talk on the phone all the time. He talks for a while and can't find what to say.

He removed the sheet from the blue body and sat up. Rain will see with a phone whether Minu has received any news or not That's what happened. Rain's baby's phone is busy. Maybe a love affair with a boy. What will he do now? Extends the legs towards the table. What to write diary? However, his habit of writing diaries has been around for a long time. All the special moments spent with Minu are written in it. Nilav anxiously turned the pages of the diary. A headline that floated in front of my eyes-

- "My grasshopper one day brought me heavenly happiness."

Minu is called the blue grasshopper. The history behind it is very interesting. But at the moment Nilav's mind is not in that history. He remembers that heavenly happy golden day. That afternoon Tamim, Brishti, Minu and Nilav went to Khowai river just outside the city. Kashful around here. With Tamim, the rain went behind them. Nilav and Minu are sitting under a small tree without knowing their names. Two sparrows are chirping in the tree. The red sun in the western sky is slipping and swaying in the river water. Nilav turned his head a little and looked at Minu. Minu feels great discomfort. He doesn't know what to do when someone looks at him like this. During this journey, they get grass at their feet and start tearing it apart. Nilav looks at him with one mind. Minu has a black sesame in the middle of her cheek Nilav doesn't know how others like these tiles. But Minu feels pretty. Her hair is probably a big annoyance to her grasshopper After a while Algoche can be seen ringing in the ears.

Nilav said softly-

- 'Hold your hand a little?'

Minu brought his hand from the grass and said- 'No.'

Nilav said anxiously- 'So.'

Minu pointed to the tree and said, "We will do what the sparrows do."

Nilav looked at her with hope. The small sparrows, however, sometimes do big things in front of the people But at this moment Nilav was hurt and just chirped. So now Nilav has to spend his time just telling stories. His mind became very bad. Lakshi told various stories like a boy.

Suddenly he noticed the instability in Minu. Her beautiful face is sweaty.

Asks - 'What happened?'

Minu bowed her head in shame. At this moment, his face is as red as the sun in the western sky. Nature does not occasionally do such a deal! Understanding this scene happened in front of people in love? Now if you see the blue ৷ Minu puts his chin to his chest and answers with his head down.

- 'Nothing.'

Seeing the bluish so far, the meeting of the two sparrows. Patience understands that sometimes the fruit is really fruitful. He brings his face to Minu's ear and whispers,

- 'Nature wants to meet Minu Nilav like this sparrow.'

Minu's chest throbbed The hot air of blue whispering seemed to ignite the whole body through the ears. Is someone sitting inside the chest breaking the concrete with a hammer? Why is he hitting his chest with a hammer? What a horrible experience he faced. Big unfamiliar experience 6 No words came out of Minu's mouth. She stared in vain trying to rule her lover with her eyes.

Nilav said with a mischievous smile-

- 'You don't have to rule with your eyes, madam. You yourself have said that we will do what the sparrows will do. '

That big reckless lover 6 Minu doesn't know how to handle him. Minu is not ashamed to understand such filthy words. He bowed his head.

- 'These will be after marriage.'

- 'It's not that His own words are being violated. It is a great injustice. '

Minu covered his face with both hands and said- 'Please forgive me like this time. I am very ashamed. '

Nilav understands and wants to be ashamed today.

He stubbornly said- 'This will not happen. Nature is on my side. Why would you do injustice. You should make me happy. '

Minu raised his head normally and said- 'How can I make you happy.'

Blue looked at the red sky in the distance. In the eyes of the children, the sky has descended on a distant village Then he spoke of the intense desire that came out of the deepest - 'I want to hug you very tight once grasshopper.'

Minu couldn't look into her lover's eager eyes. Chest tingling. He lowered his head.

- 'I found out from the rain that the boys want to kiss on the lips or forehead first. Why do you want to hug? '

Minu took one of Nilav's hands in his fist and said- 'Because what could be more peaceful than embracing the people of love? Where the warmth of the whole body of the beloved person is found. '

Minu can't look. What is happening in that mind today. He looked the other way and said, 'I will be ashamed.'

Nilav said in a haughty voice- 'Then stay.'

Minu knows that if he doesn't fulfill this wish of Nilav, he will suffer himself. Like breaking the bank of a bad angry river, it will break itself in the abyss of the abyss. The mind will say again and again- 'The man wanted food. I agreed. ' This is what lovers have been doing by imposing a thousand shame and sins. The undeclared rules of love. He said softly- 'Why stay. May your wish be fulfilled. The rains go before class every day. Tomorrow we will also go to class earlier. Now call them, please go home. '

Minu knows that there are some undeclared rules of love They have to be obeyed. Today if he does not fulfill Nilav's wish. Like breaking the bank of the waves of the river Bad Ragi, it will break itself in the abyss of Maya from time to time. You will feel pain. Defendant will repeatedly raise his mind and say in a protesting tone-

- 'At meal time the man wanted to hug his grasshopper tightly. You agreed. Bad stone is your heart. Bad stone. '

Rain and Minu return home before evening from the river bank. As soon as they came in front of the gate of the house, their chests throbbed. Because Mrs. Sanjida Begum's voice is going to be heard.

If this lady starts blabbering on about anything, the whole family has to be tortured.

Who knows what started chatting today! Rain and Minu staggered towards the stairs. If you can go to the upper room and close the door, you will survive However, Sanjida Begum's chatter is only with her husband There is infinite freedom and indulgence for boys and girls. Minu could no longer rain.

Sanjida Begum Agia came with a fat body and said- 'Have you heard of your father's business? I got the news that he goes to Jabbar's shop and eats crispy jilapi every day. Although he gave jilapi in the mosque on Friday, he hid in the street and ate it. I say, did your father have a child again in old age? A to me. Doesn't your father notice that he has diabetes? I can't take this family anymore. I will go out wherever my eyes go. '

The rain somehow said-

--- 'So mother, father is starting all this. He should understand his own diabetes. He is not a child. You don't gossip all the time, so do it. '

After saying the word to his mother, he whispered to Minu, 'Baal's chatter will not stop today, let's go upstairs quickly.'

Other times, Minu would giggle and laugh. But at the moment he does not have this in mind. Blue is now mixed in all thoughts. Intense intoxication is the look in two eyes. Beautiful beautiful words. Every word seems to spread a coating of peace in all the alleys inside. Nilav's words are like the peace of a tired worker sitting in the doorway of a village without an electronics fan. Is Nilav Minu's personal poet? Does every girl want a poet who speaks so beautifully as a lover? Let them have a personal poet. Let him whisper to his ear in the middle of the night. Maybe they want, otherwise why are they more fun in words than boys?

Minu anxiously goes upstairs with the rain. Minur finished his dinner in such a state of mindlessness.

Turns off the room lights and goes to bed with the rain. What a feeling Minu is having. What is stuck in the eyes, mind, body. It's as if a sweet melody is ringing in my ears over and over again - "I want to hug you tight once, grasshopper."

Lightning flashes outside. It will probably rain. The evil rain on the side is also talking on the phone with someone. Can Nilav be given a call? No, he will not extend the call. This is like a childish pride Minu. He turned to the side. What a warm feeling throughout the body.

It sounded again - "I want to hug you very tight once grass grasshopper."

Thinking of something, Minu's whole body was shaken. Embrace the rain tightly.

Brishti smiled while holding the phone in her ear and said- 'What is this, except for Dad, I feel tickled.'

Minu said in a deeply emotional voice-

--- 'No, I won't leave.'

There was something in the words. Experienced Brishti puts down the phone saying 'I'm keeping' the man on the other side.

He puts his hand on Minu's cheek and says-

- 'What happened Minu. You seem to have a lot of fun in love. '

Minu quietly hugs and lies down. After a while he says- 'I want to get very close to him.'

These words are inconsistent in Minu's face. She is a short-spoken girl The rain was a little surprising. Then he laughed and said-

- 'Don't get married.'

- 'Girls can get married whenever they are old. Boys can't. How will Nilav get married now? '

Rain thinks for a moment, -

--- 'Then continue whatever is desired. Nilav will never cheat you for sure নিশ্চিত Very good boy. '

- 'Shall we continue?'

- 'It's messing around, kissing, sex.'

Minu cut a pinch in the rain and said, - 'Damn badass. Neelav or I will not do this before marriage. Can you think of everyone like you? '

The rain said nothing. After a while Minu said again- 'Did you do all this?'

Rain put one hand on Minu's stomach and sighed.

--- 'I don't want to hide anything from you I poured my first love into the pot. The body and the mind are all gone. '

Minu got frightened when she heard the body-

--- 'Why? What happened then? '

The rain pulls its reins a little and says-

--- 'Don't sleep.'

The two remain silent for a while. Minu breaks the silence and says-

- 'I will go to college a little earlier tomorrow, Nilav will come.'

Rain stared a little. Then say-

- 'Well, Dad, no problem, I'm asleep now.'

Relying on Minu, he hugged the rain a little harder and said, 'Well, good night rain bird. Lappiu. '

Nilav fell asleep with his head on the table at night thinking about the heavenly happy day brought by his grasshopper. Shreya stays the way the door was wet.

In the morning, Shreya's mother Khadija Begum entered the room. He called and said what happened to you? Can you sleep on the table like this?

Nilav can't say anything. The diary is kept closed.

Khadija Begum said again-

- 'You have been depressed all the time for some time. What is this bluish? I talked to your father last night. Go for a walk somewhere. Mind-tons will be better. He went to Chittagong with Shreya. Her uncle told her every day to send Shreya. I never went because it was a long road. I bought a ticket from Shayestaganj railway station to Chittagong with one person. You will go and get it as soon as you call. '

Nilav did not say anything. Breaking the paradox. Didn't sleep. The neck pain is also severe.

Khadija Begum hurriedly said-

- 'Take a bath and get ready. Shreya is also getting ready. '

Nilav is not making a wish to go But if not, you have to listen to your father's call and your uncle's panpanani. He said softly-

--- 'Well I'm getting ready. Tell Shreya to get ready soon. And give the ticket to someone and give his number to Shreya. '

Khadija Begum was very happy. His idea was to bluish the neck.

He said in a normal voice- 'Well these will not be a problem. Shreya's uncle will also receive you from Chittagong railway station. I am giving him the number. '

Shreya was standing outside the door to get an ear. As soon as Khadija Begum came out, she hugged him from behind and said-

- 'Ugh mother Love you. '

Shreya took a lot of time. The brown sari written in Nilav's diary was later taken to one side of the shoulder and thrown on the back. Open hair. Dark kajal in the eyes. Tipped his forehead. Not quite the middle tip. It's a little to the left. Nilav calls ready. The button of his shirt is open A black vest underneath. Raise hands up to elbows. Shreya stared blankly. Nilav hit him on the head and said-

- 'What happened, let's go Petney.'

A smell comes to Shreya's nose. He walks silently in a daze. Blue called a CNG. Khadija Begum picked them up in the car and returned home. CNG is running for the purpose of the railway station. Shreya is sitting quietly. Nilav broke the silence and said-

- 'You can't wear whatever you want. Crows are never peacocks. '

Shreya doesn't say anything. He looked at the injured eye once. Nilav goes on to say-

--- 'And you are wearing a sari with your stomach out. What does all this mean? Do not want to show people on the street - what stomach? Do you think anyone will look? '

Shreya did not say anything. The eye only became blurred Pulling the sari covers the abdomen well. Then he pressed his face with both hands and lowered his head.

The sky is not good. Chance of rain. A little wind is blowing. Shreya's hair is flying. If you can go to the station before the rain comes. After a few minutes he came in front of the station and stopped the CNG. Then the sky broke and it rained. Lightning strikes. Shreya's sari is blowing away in the strong wind. Big drops of rain began to fall. Nilav has run and entered the station. Shreya is soaking wet. I have to go on all fours holding the sari. Blue-eyed

- 'Come soon.'

Shreya is very upset with these uses. Has he not grown up yet? Treat him like that. But Shreya has already decided that Nilav will not be upset no matter how much he neglects. He said in a completely normal voice-

- 'I'm coming, Dad.'

He removed his sari and stood beside her. Nilav says in a hurry-

- 'Well, you are the loading. Call the ticket holder soon. '

Shreya takes the phone out of the vanity bag like an obedient daughter and calls. Shortly afterwards, a middle-aged man came forward with two tickets. The rain has not stopped yet The train will leave after a while. Gradually everyone is getting up Nilav went on foot and got on the train Sitting out of his seat.

Shreya is late to go. Walking fast after sari is probably difficult. He turned his head towards the window and turned blue. Shreya walks forward with the rain on her head.

After approaching, Nilav says in an annoyed tone-

- 'You see, Late's mother.'

Shreya smiled naturally and sat down next to him. The rain has stopped. The train is running along a snake-like dirt road. Sparkle sparkle. He says to take off the blue shirt and put it aside.

- 'Didn't sleep at night. Badd is getting sleep. '

Shreya moved away and told him to sleep. Nilav nodded and said-

- 'In a seat where I can't sleep without a pillow.'

Tea is going to heat hot tea

- 'Tea khabi? It will be good on a rainy day. '

Shreya looked and said-

- 'But if you drink tea now, you will not fall asleep.'

Nilav smiled and said-

- 'Drinking my tea doesn't ruin my sleep.'

They called the tea man and took two cups of tea.

Shreya is trying to be completely normal He will not let such a journey with dear people be wasted. Wants to enjoy perfectly. With a sip of tea, he looked straight at Nilav and said-

- 'You look so beautiful today, blue brother.'

As soon as he could take a sip of blue tea, he stopped. Then Mookki laughed and said-

- 'I think I told you to look beautiful.'

Shreya did not reply to this and said again-

- 'Do you remember falling into the water from the raft of that banana tree as a child?'

All people are vulnerable to the past. There is no question of childhood memories. Shreya probably knows that very well. With a sip of blue tea, he smiled and said-

--- 'Yes I remember. And he wants to kill you whenever he remembers. '

Shreya said without expression-

- 'Will it be okay to die now? Didn't I grow up? ' He told Nilav that he was growing up.

Nilav smiled and said-

- 'Yes, you have grown up. This time you have to get married. '

Shreya did not go the other way. He said with a sip of tea-

--- 'Service but you hit me.'

Nilav didn't remember so much. I vaguely remember. A road in front of their house. On the side of the road, a belly-thick snake-like canal has advanced into the distant beel. Sonai uncle's house on the other side of the canal. They had a banana raft. He used to come on the road with that. The price of bamboo. The gold given to Sanko is a luxury to his uncle. Sera Shreyas have gone to visit them there. The two were playing. They were very young then. Uncle Sonai saw him on the street and went to the canal bank shop on a raft. They crouched down and climbed onto the raft. Who sees Shreya's excitement. She is very happy. Gives a mass like an adult with a blue light. The raft trembled. Shreya fell into the canal. Even then he did not learn to swim He was sinking with his hands. Nilav immediately jumped into the water. He wants to pull it by the hand Shreya stopped the trouble. Frightened, he grabbed Nilav's hand tightly. It became impossible for him to swim. Both were sinking. Sonai's uncle and shopkeeper came to the rescue after hearing the sound of jumping and brawling. As soon as he came to the shore, Nilav jumped on Shreya like a snake in anger. Kill-punch by pushing to the ground. The anger is to catch him. It is a grave mistake to grab someone by the hand when trying to rescue them. There is a 100 percent chance that both of them will drown. The matter spread from the shopkeeper to the whole area. Nilav's father also heard. Bedharak Mar played blue that day. That anger is on Metal Shreya for a few days When he saw it, he would push it and throw it on the ground

Nilav is getting a lot of sleep He lies down with his legs extended in the seat. Shreya is sitting quietly with her hands folded in her lap beside her head. Neelav starts to move from side to side again and again. His head is shaking in a light jolt with the squeaking sound of the train. This shaking is unbearable for sleeping. Shreya loves Maya. Once I wanted to say, 'You can sleep with your head on my lap.'

But Nilav Bhai is afraid of what Khatash will say. The world does not go by thinking so much. At least Shreya wants to be normal in this journey. Does not want to be affected in any way. He said softly-

--- 'Blue brother, you can put your head on my lap.'

Nilav seemed quite happy. Last night I fell asleep with my head on the table and my neck was hurting. Didn't sleep well. He said happily-

--- 'You're not really that bad of a man.'

The two smiled jokingly. Nilav gently placed his head on Shreya's lap. Shreya woke up shaking her whole body hair. Nilav blinked and said-

--- 'Please don't give me a little head.'

Shreya looks outside. It's raining again. It will probably rain all night today. The storm is shaking the wild trees around the railway line. Is there such a storm inside Shreya? Why are his hands and feet trembling like a wild tree? Why is the chest trembling? What a strange, horrible feeling.

Shreya dipped her finger in her thick black hair with trembling hands. He turned his hand on his head. After a while, Nilav fell asleep like a child. Shreya wants with one mind. Then keeps an eye out. The house-plants seem to be moving backwards. Minutes go by tens. Suddenly the side turned blue. He hugged her tightly in his sleep. Shreya shuddered. What to do now? Surprisingly, he is faced with a horrible experience. Every hot breath of sleeping blue is hitting Shreya's stomach. Shreya's body is trembling. The pain of an unbearable happiness. Unable to bear the sensation of pain, he bit his lower lip and grabbed Nilav's hair and closed his eyes.

Will continue....