In any situation of life it always a battle of faith and trust to our might God our creator. Maybe sometime we fail to call His name or maybe we called His name but only in times of need . Always bear in mind that God is OUR FATHER and OUR SAVIOR we may fail how to worship Him but God is not sleeping .He hears and saw what your suffering from but it's us who forget to seek His Name and be his child who are longing for his presence and love. This place on earth are just temporary this is not our ending place. If we may encounter hardship living in His Land come and talk to him and DONT EVER GIVE UP.
Problems and Hardship in life is just the ingredients of living on this place but in this circumstances God tested our faith and trust in Him. Seek his will and his favor to you will just added: Ending our own life by doing suicidal thing is not the answer of everything ,not because ending your life is good that you will not be able to feel what are you suffering in this earth but you will feel the unending hurt and pain in the LAKE OF FIRE that SATAN prepare for you .Yes ,ending your life In your own way is a SIN a very BIG SIN . Always remember that we /human/ people we are the most precious creation of God .God loved us more than anything in this world. God has always a better plan for as ,a plan to prosper us not to harm us .But you should able to wait and always seek God in every single minute or day of your life .
Living with the presence of God is so wonderful. Problems are not easy but if you put in your mind that I have a Father, a Father of all and a Father of all nation who will save and protect me from any other I shall not be fear . For I know God will not forsaken nor abandon me because he is GOD who will loved us. Many people forget that God really exist, many people always defend on their own strength and luck but they don't even recognize who gave the air for them to breathe ,who gave life for them to continue living in this place .They just remembered God in a difficult and most painful situation they facing .
If you fail don't be afraid to stand ,if you loose a battle don't be afraid to try and try .It's not about a reward you received but it's the thing you achieved. Never give up just hold your faith.
