Dear Diary,
Today is April 9, 2021. My first day meeting you, and share my thoughts.
This day is such a great day, I can say. I got to connect and bond with the people around me, and even bangsi.
This morning, I got to clean around the house, do the dishes, and stuff. Then as I finished, mama begun to prepare for lunch. While she's preparing for the ingredients, I got to have a little conversation with her. Although, I felt guilty because I didn't have all of my attentuon to her that time, It's like she's talking and sharing things about her life and there I am just minding my own business with noise.cash not giving my full attention to her.
She told me stories about her teenage years, some funny experiences of her friend (mirror between legs thingy), perception about lolo Ramon, her relationship with lola who treated her more like a friend than a child, about something about papa that she couldn't tell any of us to keep having our respect to him. Maybe I sometimes go overboard with invalidating her feelings and does not appreciate her efforts for the family. I took everything for granted, and even say cold things to her casually. I should start being warm and opening up to her. I also want us to be close, I secretly wish that someday I will be able to tell her all my secrets and feelings. Just be an open book to her.
We had our lunch past 1pm. But it's okay, we're used to it. Mama, Papa, and I shared the table for lunch. We had some short usual chitchat. As soon as I finished eating, Thedda suddenly chatted bangsi pips that we should see and spend some time together. She said we could have some overnight in their house and have fun as their mourning galore is over. And the pool is waiting for us there. So I had to ask for Papa's permission as he did not allow me last time at Ryza's. I have to go through some loops just to convince him, thankfully Mama had my back and supported me. In the end, he allowed me to have an overnight sesh with my highschool best friends. So as a kind thankful child, I helped him organize the dishes and arrange the table after eating.
Originally, we had a plan of doing letter writing with Abby, Mika, and ate Kaye. But it was postponed because of some reason. Mika stayed and soent some time at my room nonetheless, as Mama conducted her bible studies at sala. And I tried to make fun of her at some point of it haha. Then, Mama have to go to work, as I watched the TV and scroll through my cellphone.
As the sun sets down, I begun trying out clothes for tomorrow's session with bangsi pips. After that, Alyssa messaged me that she will not be able to join us as she will be taking an exam for scholarship on 11th and I have to convince her. Then, pips at the squad begun asking what time will it be tomorrow. Sadly, the venue won't be available tomorrow as Thedda's fam will be heading out. Then, bangsi suddenly had a blast making fun of each other being excited for no reason.
I begun sending out finished school works to my teachers for 3Is and Fil. I also continued doing my output for HOPE 3. And once again, I didn't finished it. The laptop got on my nerves again as it shuts down suddenly without any command to do so. I'll just continue doing it tomorrow. Then, I ate dinner and went back to my room as I write this journal right now. I still got no tips on readcash tho, maybe I'll just create another account. I also arranged my plans for tomorrow with spiritual activities and I hope I'll check it all out eventually.
I'll go brush my teeth, and do some skincare now. I'll have to wake up early tomorrow to be able to answer WT and share some inspiring comments to encourage one another. I'll go say goodnight to my parents as well whose eating at the kitchen rn.
I hope I'll make some stronger connection with God, make Him proud and happy each day ahead. Goodnight 😊💤
Hey guys! So this is my first article here and I plan to make this platform as my daily blog or serve as my diary where I can vent out feelings I have. I am really not a clingy and an open book in real life so I tend to keep things inside me. And now that I realized, it begun suffocating me. I hope I'll have a great time here ❣️