@pinkjadeite 18 August 2022 more from that month

~~🌳POKOK DOA🌳~~ Our thoughts can run wild. While being wild and free is good for most people (depending on what context), but if without management, our thoughts tend to become wildly negative. It is always good to be aware of what you are thinking. Stay focus on those which will lift you up and not pull you down. While tube-feeding Jansen hourly and also looking at him weak and lying down there whole day, I am filling my thoughts with positive declaration by looking at his photos. Then I am reminded by his progress last week when we went for his doctor appointment. He had been plateaud in weight between 14-15kh for 2 years and last week's weight showed 16.75kg!!! He hit the new number. That's a buzzer. Eventhough 16kg for a 8 year old boy is light but Jansen will be running his own race and we can't compare him to normal kids, nor we use the usual growth chart. Photos show the mini hanging spot at hospital for visitors and nurses in between breaks. Here, there are many 'pokok doa' meaning praying trees. I love this spot with mini playground and greenssss. It calmed my soul. In all circumstances, don't stop praying, don't stop putting hope, work hard to not let your joy be stolen away.