@phoenixASHES 13 September 2021 more from that month

This NARCISSIST thing is getting into my nerves. Am I really in a narcissist relationship ship? Do I spent more than a decade of my life being manipulated? I do not see my self being control to what others want to, but it makes me realize things, that maybe I really am wrapped unto his fingers to do his bidding. That when I tried to moved on before and he shows him self in front of me, I just accepted him without having a word of what just happened. Like I'm glad that he's now here, and that he chooses over everything. That he understand me. Until recently, it is all happening again, the only difference is, I stood on my ground, and hoping, that I still can stand even when the time comes that we have to face each other again.