@phoenixASHES 15 September 2021 more from that month

One statement lead to other blaming, I just pointed out my responsibility to our son and now I'm the one to blame. It is your decision to leave, you said your too stress to stay so I agree because I don't want you to suffer, because I understand what you're going through, and we agreed that will follow after this whole pandemic come through. But what is it that you want, after knowing that a job offer for me there? You what me to work for us, alone, because you easily got sick. That I am just giving you alibis when I told you that I don't want our sons safety and health to be compromise for the travel. And now your telling me that I choose to be comfortable here, how can I be comfortable when I know I being a burden here and they understand me, and that is why I am being grateful to them. They know I needed help, and your nor here. But you'ee seeing that as me being selfish and unfair.