its the moment i find out that its not fun anymore

well , its not going to be me crying over things i should not mention or about having to wake u early . i'm okey with all this my life was actually messy that fact that i lost my job and had to stay home for over 8 months .

its just the responsibilities i had now . every minute counts and everything i do is monitored about i face feedback ( good or bad ) , the only people i have been in contact with were my family means my parents and my siblings but now i have to talk to people out side of that circle and the fact that i dont know how to act sometimes is hard really .

more over i found my self struggling with how should i act and talk so i don't actually put my self in a comedy stage to be laughed at and it happens to be honest and i just wish i can forget it lo but hey that's life you laugh at and you are laughed at.

another things i had to learn is that : your bosses are not going to treat you like you parents lo , will yeah i know silly me right? so i need to remember that he this is a stranger they can fire you any time and tbh they are actually a nice bosses its just sometimes its hard to set a middle ground with them.

now real deal MONEY!!!!!!!!
i got the access to adult money yay me lol now im not going to spend on cute pend and stationary ( i will lol ) but i also had to learn how to split my budget and oh i do now pay my billy fully on my own which im so happy about !