Embrace

Nilar wants to break the ribs and crush Arghya's chest. Even after a month and a half of marriage, Arghya did not come forward to fulfill that wish. Instead, she has always been far away. In various ways, Sapphire chased away Arghya who did not want to go near her. On the night of the wedding, he made it clear that he loves someone else. So he will not be able to love Neela and will not pull her close again. He has no interest in anyone's body. Nehatai forcibly tied the knot and got married from home. Sapphire does not show any sense of authority over him. If you need something, let others know He does not want to show any interest in Neela. Sapphire should not claim any rights from him in the future. It doesn't matter if he wants to stay or leave. "

Neela had met Arghya only once before marriage. Arghya looked like a madman with a beard and mustache. She never imagined such a husband. In his imagination there was a green man with magical eyes. Arghya is fair. Looks pretty. But he did not say anything like that to Neela that day. Neela didn't want to marry him at all. But Neela, who grew up in her uncle's house without parents, will have her own choice and she will pay the deposit to get it presented in front of everyone. And because she knows that, Neela doesn't have any choice of her own. Uncle somehow gave the marriage in a kind way. On the night of the wedding, he found out that the groom had no interest in her.

How many times has Sapphire thought she would go somewhere far away from this house. He knows that no one in this house loves him. No one in the in-laws wants him. Who would want a girl who can't bring a single earring from the family? Nehat brought him for their son, so that one day Arghya's mind will return to the family. Otherwise he would have said goodbye. Sapphire understands and remains silent. Who will he hold here? Many times he thought he would commit suicide. But for whom? No one will shed a tear for him. He stays in this house with his teeth clenched and without companionship. Unimportantly.

Every time he expressed his desire to embrace Arghya, Hatchka pulled him away from himself.

What is Neela Maya for this man? I know what! Or Sapphire can't get away from the subcontinent because the traditional customs of the subcontinent are unimaginable for a woman to break? Maybe.

Arghya has a high fever. Sometimes the body is shaking. Has become very weak. Wet in the rain for several hours in a row. Does Arghya want to get rid of himself? Or wants to get out of someone's existence? This question came back to Neela's mind many times. Wanted to know, what does Arghya want? Her ex?

Do not dare to ask. He is very scared. But how much he wanted to keep himself tied with love.

Arghya's fever is increasing. She is lying on the blanket. She is feeling very cold. Sapphire is sitting in a chair a little far away.

Seeing the breakdown of their relationship, one day an old grandmother next door called and said: "You understand that girl. Men understand women's bodies very well. They have to be held captive by their bodies. Do they have time to understand women's minds?"

Sapphire has tried many times to match her grandmother's words with Arghya's. But he did not find any similarity anywhere but got more discrepancies. Arghya never wants him. Neither his body, nor his mind. There is no need for any. Arghya loves to lie down with her day and night. She has no idea about Neela. Sapphire died of illness but never looked for it. Even if you go with such a person, there is no family.

Arghya's eyes are opening. He wants to remove the blankets. It seems that the fever is leaving. Neela went forward on all fours and removed the blankets. He gently rubbed his forehead. Arghya did not shout with him today. Didn't push away. Maybe because the body is weak ...

Sapphire asked softly-- will you eat something? Did you eat anything at noon? Arghya said he did not want to eat anything. Sapphire wanted to say something to him. But he did not say anything. Arghya was upset. He said: Why do you want to say it when you don't have to say it? So wet in the rain? Arghya did not answer. Lying on the side, he just said --- What will happen if you know Oto?

Sapphire left the room thinking Arghya's arrogance was angry. Today Arghya began to feel more lonely. He really wanted someone to be by his side today. Someone should hold his hand and say, why are you so upset? I am by your side, I will stay forever. But who knows better than Arghya that he is not Sapphire. Neela may have love for Arghya but she doesn't have the strength to express it. Like her grandmother, she may think that men enslave women's bodies. He may think one night, why can't his body attract Arghya? What does Arghya want? Can't think for long. The pillow gets wet with tears.

When the night is deep, Sapphire comes to Arghya's house again. She wants to know if the fever has subsided. She sits next to him and gently shakes his hand. Arghya grabbed his hand and said, well, why can't I forget him? He cheated on me, but why can't I hate him? Neela doesn't have any answers to these questions. Arghya turned to the other side and drowned in his thoughts. How beautiful were the days with Navani. Walking around the campus all day, chatting, this restaurant, that restaurant. Her eyes fell asleep thinking. Suddenly Sapphire hugged Arghya very tightly. Arghya does not remove Sapphire. Not Sapphire in a half-asleep way, Navani hugged him in that way. A sleepy offering of a kingdom.

9 months have passed since the marriage. Nowadays, Arghya revolves around Neela's thoughts. She wants to analyze Arghya. But Sapphire can't understand in its literality. He knows that he is trying in vain but he keeps trying. Sometimes I stop trying and think, how much can a person love another person and become lonely without him? Everyone is around but is he still alone? Why? Neela doesn't know that. Sapphire may not know the news of Arghya's hard heart because she can't feel it.

The wind of Kalbaishakhi is blowing outside. Lightning is flashing. Sometimes a downpour is coming in through the window. Neela doesn't notice that. He is looking out the window at the street outside. After receiving a phone call in the morning, Arghya suddenly got up from the dining table without saying anything to anyone. Not returning yet. Is there an emergency meeting? If you get angry when you call? ... Sapphire can't even call. Today his mind is very bad. Outside the window, small children are picking mangoes. There is no smile on his face today.

Navani and Arghya are standing on the platform of the station. Rain is dripping down their bodies. After a long time, Arghya got close to him. Navani's husband wants to leave the family and return to her. Arghya, who has made him lonely day and night in love, has squandered his life, who has rejected Sapphire for loving Navani for so long, today that Arghya does not want Navani. He is giving it back to Navani. But how much loneliness and love he felt for her. He used to soak the pillow in tears while walking at night. So wouldn't Arghya have cried because she loved him? Did she cry because she left him and married someone else? Didn't Sapphire get close to Ota because she hated women? It is absurd to want to know the answers to these questions. Arghya knew the answers to these questions. But today he is not in a position to answer.

Sapphire saw Arghya coming by the window. It is as if he is looking anxious. Arghya came home, ran home, hugged Sapphire tightly and cried.

This is Arghya's first hug to Sapphire. Is Sapphire spending so many months in this house without love to get a little hug from Arghya!

Arghya is crying like a small child talking about Navani. Sapphire thinks, this is probably the first time a husband has hugged his wife and cried for his ex. Will he be happy?

Is Arghya really crying for Navani? Or does he love Sapphire? Love? Really love? Sapphire never understood where! Or Arghya doesn't understand what Arghya wants. Or did he refuse to do so even after getting so close to Navani? They were supposed to decorate the house separately.

Arghya's wet shirt is getting wet. Is Neela crying? Crying!

Arghya crushed Neela's pajar and mixed it in her chest. How many times has Sapphire expected such a hug. How long he has been waiting today, he does not want to calculate.