YAY! My ONE_DERFUL MONTH JOURNEY 💕(my read cash story )
Having an extra income and being financially stable during this pandemic is so challenging!
Everyday many people loses their job, fired by their bosses,offices were closed due to insufficient funds for their clients, robbery,starving stomachs, and many more.
I know that I am not the only one who is eager to find money in whatever it maybe so that I can sustain my daily needs. I know also that I'm not the only one who were scam by lot of advertising apps or even people to invest in order to have income.
It came to the point that I no longer believe if there's a friend of mine or even a stranger whom wanted to convince me to download,join,invest bla bla bla in order to have an income. I automatically think that it's scam so don't try or else you'll end up wasting your money and time.
Until my high school friends of mine messaged me on messenger. I am so really eagered to have an extra income so here it is. Below are my readcash story. My rise and fall on my readcash journey. I hope to those who are beginner like me will also be inspired to persevere. We can do it.
💕 MY READCASH JOURNEY💕
It was a month ago when I received a chat from my friend asking if I have a work. And I replied that I didn't have for now because I resigned so that I can focus being a full time mom to my baby.
But honestly it's really hard on my part as a single mom (my partner died when I am just 2 months pregnant). So the time when she encouraged me to try this readcash I never hesitate so I did.
So as she shared the link , I didn't wasted my time so I registered. Honestly, I am having my hard time on understanding what am I going to do on this platform. I don't have a lot of friends to subscribe and I'm not a good writer even I am not good in grammar. Nevertheless, I still continue because I am hoping that by this platform it can help me even in a smallest amount to support my daughter's need (diaper,milk,water).
For my first article that I made only few had read and viewed. Also I do only have 2 subscribers. But I just pursue and encourage myself to try and try. Until I already have some points and I am very happy for that. I feel so excited to write more.
As the days goes by, I don't have an additional income until I decided to stop on writing. I lost hope to earn points . But I am so thankful to my friend that she keeps on updating and encouring me to continue on readcash. My friend sent me her income for one month and I just in awe because it's so big already. And I am once again encourage to open my readcash.
But I really having difficulties on having more subscribers and even rusty didn't notice my article yet. Still I want to try once more.
EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED...
I decided to wrote an article once again and post it on readcash somehow maybe my points will increase. And I really didn't expect that as I posted my article once again for reasting almost 3 weeks on readcash I will gain points and the most exciting part ,rusty noticed it already. Achievement unlock.
After that I have my points already my friend taught me on how to transfer it to bitcoin app. And I'm just amazed that I earned already even though its not that big ammount like others but I can see an achievement . Yay! congrats self for not giving up.
As I opened again one day on my readcash I also surprised that I already have one sponsor. Another achievement unlock. Thanks God! Thank you so much @ThisisGrace21 for your generosity. It brought an excitement and big impact to me as a beginner. May God threefold the blessings in you and also to my 10 subscribers ,thank you so much. You brought an inspiration to me to write more.
During my one month journey here on read cash I encountered rise and fall. I think its normal. I just amazed and thankful to my friend @JRamona20 for your unending support since day one on my readcash journey. God bless you so much. May you continue inspire a lot of people through your life.
THOUGHTS:
Always put in mind when you started positively and eagerly, just go on and never give up.
There's always a reward for those who continue and have dedication on your goal.
Small blessings will sooner become greater for those who persevere.
Patience is a virtue.
CHALLENGE:
To all those beginners like me let us think positive. We'll soon reap the fruit of our hardworks.
When you feel discourage and losing hope on this platform, think the first time you joined here. Refresh your thoughts and challenge yourself.
Winner never quits!
Thank you so much to all who patiently read my article. Shout out to my first ever supporter @ThisisGrace21.Thank you so much. God bless us all.
I just want to say thank you so much maam @ThisisGrace21 for my ever first supporter. As a newbie it has a big impact and I am really encourage to write more. God bless ☺️
Good morning. How are you?
You're gone but not Forgotten
Our life in this world is just temporary only. No one who's born immortal here. All of us will soon leave this world and nothing is permanent.
Mostly , we're afraid facing death and also losing someone we love. But what if one day, you'll just woke up and got the news that the person that is special to you died, what will be your reaction? How can deal with it?
It's really very difficult to continue or life if we lost someone close to our hearts. Your world,your dreams,your plans are already aligned with that person. Sometimes we can say to ourself that there is no worth living for. You found yourself overthinking many times and even the worst part, you wanted to commit suicide. It really needs people that surrounds you who can understand your situation and help you overcome it.
It's been a year already since my special someone died but until now the pain is still fresh for me. I couldn't ever imagined that at his young age he would sleep forever because of Pneumonia. He was a jolly ,caring ,loving and sweet person of mine. We had a lot of dreams and plans that turned into nightmare. Sometimes I can say that life is so unfair. I already met a person I loved the most and we're so compatible with each other. But he's gone in just a blink of an eye. I just sometimes found myself hoping and dreaming that I could go back to the time that he is still alive. I wanted to do everything for him and even say to him I love you even thousand times. But it is too late already. He's gone and the only thing that I am holding on is going back to our memories.
It is also so challenging for me because we have a child- a cute princess of mine that will grow up without a father on her side. Many times I wanted to give up but there is always one reason not to and that's because of our daughter. When I was a child I really dreamt to have a complete family in the future seems I never experienced that because I was raised from a broken family. It is really painful because that dreamt of mine will never come true. Sometimes I questioned what are the mistakes that I've done to suffer the most? All I wanted is to love and be loved but here I am broken into pieces and having difficulties to start again.
Being a single mom is not easy for me. There are times that my wallet runs out. All I have is only my faith and my prayer that God will touch someones life to help us. My priorities change as well as my goals in life. I am not counting on myself alone but for the betterment of my daughter. She is indeed a great blessing that ever came in my life.
As the days goes by, I realized that I must be strong in facing this because I know that this is just a challenge that I must overcome. There are days that I feel losing hope,postpartum attacks, and insecurities but this will gonna be ok. I always challenge myself that giving up is not my option. Whatever happens I must continue to persevere for our future.
Here are some of my real life stories if you want to know more:
**https://read.cash/@mundaysalazar97/no-hatejust-spread-love-9a68c11a**
**https://read.cash/@mundaysalazar97/youre-gone-but-not-forgotten-8cbe4fa8**
**https://read.cash/@mundaysalazar97/you-are-my-favorite-hello-and-my-hardest-goodbye-8f8a0d43**
How about you? Did you also experience losing someone? Or have you ever been imagine if one day the most special person in your life will pass away. What are possible things you will do to deal with it? I hope that you are doing well.
REALIZATIONS:
Always treasure every moment you have spend with your special someone because you don't know when will be the last you'll have that person.
Listen to him/her .Focus on what he/she is sharing.
Quality time is very important.
You only live once so enjoy every moment with the person you love.
End😊
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Thank you so much for patiently reading my story. My sponsors block is always open. God bless us all.
No Hate,Just Spread Love
***What is your relationship status right now? Are you in love, broken, complicated, or in an open relationship?***
Nowadays, social media has a big impact to everyone (single,married,engaged, widowed etc.) and sometimes it is a way where some love stories started and to some, their relationship ended. For example on facebook you can find that people have freedom to express their feelings,emotions,opinions and thoughts. There you can post whatever you want to share. Your the one who controls it (public or private) but of course mostly we want to share it publicly to let the people know that.
I was once also one of those people who started in an relationship through facebook. I read before a quote saying " Some relationship started on someone replied to your story". And here are the following unforgettable experiences once in my love life...
Facebook Status...
I had my ex before when I was in high school. I considered it as "puppy love" only because we only met and had a date only once and our relationship last only for one month.hahah... I could still remember the day that I broke up with him and that was a Valentines day. I ended our relationship through text on a cellphone only and I texted him like "Happy break up! Enjoy your Valentines day"
After that we never kept in touch anymore or did a communication. I could still see his posts on facebook but what the hell...I don't care...
As the years goes by, I accidentally saw him once again near in my boarding house (what an awkward moment...hahahhaha)He was sitting beside a mall. I didn't even talked to him. I just stared at him. It was late night already and I saw his story on facebook and I replied like this.." Daw ikaw man to kaina nakita ko sa gwa ka Gaisano Mall. dira ka gaubra? (I think it is you I saw sitting outside Gaisano mall. Are you working there?"
And then he replied " Oo dira ko ga ubra ikaw ea aw? (Yes, I am working there. How about you?)
We started having long conversations and then he encouraged me to have a breakfast together. At first I refused but atlast I went with him. Fastforward...
To make the story short, He courted me once again... At first, I really refused and I don't want to have an affair with him again. But he was so consistent in courting until the day I found myself falling in love with him.
We're so happy and we had lots of memorable moments shared together. I thought that it would not last. I am so in love with him already and seeing my future together with him. He's so sweet,caring and loving partner. Maybe am pretty sure he'll be a best dad in the future .
Until one day, I found out accidentally on his phone the moment I opened his messenger. I was just curious that time because I wanted to log in my account on his phone but he refused because he said that he forgot his password so I couldn't logged out his account. I read most of their conversations and I felt so much pain that time. It says there like this " (Mhie, how are you? I really really miss you. Please do know that I love you so much .Take care always mhie. Sorry if I coudn't communicate with you often because my cp is broken and my friend let me logged in on his phone.)
I felt like how dare to do that to me . We're the same callsign "Mhie" so that if he'll wrong send he can have an alliby like that.... And the most hurtful one as what I've discovered was that I'm only the second girlfriend of him. They've been in a relationship one month ago already. So, I couldn't take this anymore and I confronted him. He just laughed at me and said that it was my fault. I allowed him to be my boyfriend. I wanted to shout but I found myself crying like a baby. It's really painful knowing that he cheated on me.
After that, I didn't broke up with him instead we continued our relationship. I'm kinda martyred one hahahah....Until I was surprised there was a girl who messaged on me through messenger. She had a very long message. We argued in our communication. Until I denied that I didn't have an affair with that guy (our boyfriend). I was really blinded of myself accepting the fact that maybe one day that guy will choose me over that girl.
But day after day I couldn't contain the pain anymore and I decided to have had a revenge on him let me correct -both of them. So, I did many dummy accounts and stalked on that girl's facebook account. I collected all the photos that I considered I can used for my further plans.wew....
I made an fb account using the name of that girl and posted those pictures that can be damaged her reputation. Yeah, I did it. They hurt my feelings so much. They deserve that.
Then, I immediately broke up with him and telling him that I already let him go . I already accepted that he loves her more than me. So there was no reason to continue our relationship. He never knew the revenge I've done for them. After how many days, I thought that it would be viral.
But my conscience was louder than my evil plans. I realized that even if they will go viral what was that for me. Am I satisfied and happy with that outcome? Even if they will go viral still they'll choose each other still because they love each other. What if that would also happen to me. It's really a big mistake! So I decided to delete that dummy account.
I started to forgive myself first for indulging myself to a person who only made me as an option. Then, I started to forgive him also. Whatever his intention for cheating, that would be his accountability in the future not mine. Lastly, acceptance and letting him go even it takes me so much pain. That's the right thing to do. In that way, I will start healing myself and move on in life.
To sum up those experiences with him I just realized that people may come and go in our life. We met them for a reason and that is either a blessing or a lesson. So, I considered him as a blessing for me because he allowed me to show my real intention and love for him. He was a lesson also because I found out that even if I am the best person for him if he is not contented he'll cheat on me over and over again.
Indeed forgiveness is not a feeling to be felt but a truth to be trusted. It's a choice. So I chose forgiveness over revenge and it's really good. I found peace.
Thank you so much for reading. My sponsors block is always open. God bless us all.
From a broken pieces into God's masterpiece
Who among you never experience problems, challenges in life? No one right? Because all of us once in our life encountered problems. We failed! And that's reality.
But it depends on how we deal with it. Either we will be a better version of ourself or a worse one. But you know what, there is something good out of brokenness if you're willing. Yes, that's true.
Out of a broken pieces in our life can be change into something beautiful. Imagine if you stuck your life a whole day convincing yourself that you are a failure then you'll end up as a failure. Because there's power in our mindset. The way we think also affects us. So here it is. We must change our mindset. If you are telling yourself that you are nothing, then now tell yourself that you are precious, important,beautiful masterpiece that God created. It will change the atmosphere. From a negative person into a positive one.
You know that we are created with a purpose. Everything in our life happens for a reason. If you are experiencing right now failures,brokenness, disappointments in your life, now is your turn to re evaluate your priorities ,plans and dreams. If you failed, try again. There's nothing wrong in trying. A winner never quits,mark that! If you are broken, think the people that surrounds you who keep on believing on you. Cherish them they love you.
Step by step learn to move on and let go the things that hinders you to become a better version of yourself. Learn to forgive and continue living your life into a Masterpiece that God created you as you were before.
Likewise in my life, I could say that I am like a broken jar that is ready to be thrown away. Few years ago, I considered my life as useless,nothing and no purpose. I already attempted suicide many times but thanks God he saved me from that kind of situation. I am really thankful to all those people beside me who are genuinely been there in my deepest chaos of my life. Honestly, I undergone depression and its not easy. But I'm thankful because I became a christian that's why I know to handle it slowly.
👣My Christian life Journey👣
(P.s: its our own dialect Hiligaynon)
I've been in a situation na hopeless na and thinking nga balik na lng ko sa "worldly" ko nga life. Wherein makapagusto ko kung ano gusto ko, wala may gasaway...."freedom" kuno nga ginatawag(wala gabasa bible,wala gahemo journal ,kung san o lng mka pray ah kag wala naga involve sa ministry...Literally I really walk away or gn set aside ko akon calling.Yes,una una am so happy gid, enjoy gd katama pero all those things temporary lang... happy mn ko pero kulang jpun...wala na ang joy unlike sang ara pa ko ga serve sa kay Lord...Pero God is so faithful gihapon sa life ko (syempre character ea ina kg wla na ga change no matter what happens) Mai ara gid sa ea tao nga naging instrument nga magablik ko liwat sa iya.( To those people nga wala untat naga pray,encourage sakun thank u so much gid) It's not easy para sakun but step by step I'm coming back to the heart of WORSHIP🙏💕 kag di kuna mahemo sakun kaugalingon lng nga pamaagi but it is only by HIS GRACE ma revive liwat....🙏🙏🙏tane continous nani🙏
Thoughts:
Even when are so broken we can be fixed again when we come to God. He is the best healer and restorer of what has been broken to us.
His grace is sufficient enough fo us to start again. It's free.
No matter what happens in our life ,never give up. Because we have a big God that is there for us.
Thank you for reading. My sponsors block is always open.God bless us all.
The Best Mom I Never Had
Having a mom is the greatest blessings everyone must be thankful for, but sadly not all experience in the same way. Some grow up without a mom beside them and it's really painful for a child. And to some they are really blessed enough to grow up having a supportive,loving and caring mom in their life.
How about you? Does your mom still besides you or you are also belong to a broken family? Or even worst ,you've never seen her in your entire life.
I consider my life as messy, no value ,no purpose,nothing but just like a garbage. Why I did I say that? It's because I grow up from a broken family. No mother who is taking care ,loving and being besides me when I needes the most. I grow up with full of insecurities, no self-confidence and I really don't see a meaning in my life.
Maybe some of you wonder why I think like that or curious why I have that kind of mindset. Let me tell you the story of my life. And I hope that upon you finished reading this you'll be blessed or you can get a lesson.
I was 17 days old to be exact when my mom left me. So my father,grandmother,and grandfather had no choice but they should take care of me without my mom. As the days passed by, both of my grandmother and grandfather decided to adopt me. In short they're now my parents and my father would be only my brother if we based on my birth certificate. The reason why my mom left me even when I was only a days old because she became insane. My father did all his best so that my mom will undergone medication but sadly not able to dueto lack of finances. He couldn't afford that. We're poor and the medicine is too costly. That's why my mom roamed around everywhere. She didn't have a permanent place anymore. She really became crazy and the people laughed at her and even to us as her family.
To make the story short, I grew older without her. There came an instance during my elementary days where my classmates teased me and didn't want to play with me because I'm a daughter of a crazy woman. It really hurts me a lot and my self esteem broke down. That was the moment that started where I loved being alone . I didn't want to mingle to the people anymore because they don't like me.
I became a shy person and very lonely. Most of the nights I just cried and asked God what's my purpose of being here. I never felt the love I need in my family. Until one day I realized that I should change my mindset. I started to read books eagerly and my aim was to became an honor student so that I will gain friends and the people will also proud of me as well as my family. And the most person I considered to be my inspiration was my mom. At first, I really hate her that she's my mom. But as I fully understood the situation I realized that's not her fault why she abandoned me. That's her sickness that led her to abandon me.
With my perseverance and dedication I became an honor student during my elementary days and I graduated as a valedictorian. My self confidence develop and I gained a lot of friends. I am hoping that someday when I become successful I am the one who will take over all those expenses for my mom so that she'll go back to her normal life and we could start once again as a complete family.
I really focus on my studies because I doing that for my mom so that when she came back she'll be proud of me.
But things change just in a blink of an eye. I was second year high school when I rebelled against my father because I felt that he didn't love me anymore or even my grandmother and grandfather they didn't love me as well. It was the time that I am searching for a mom's love and care but no one and ending up cheering up myself alone. Without them knowing , I didn't study well anymore and I escaped most of my subjects. My father was really shocked when the moment he knew that I failed and my grades were very low. Instead of encouring me ,I heard a lot of curse words and bad words degrading myself. That time I really felt that I am nothing and no used to live longer here on earth No one loves me and no one will miss me if I'll gone. There were times that I tried to commit suicide many times but thanks be to God he didn't allowed it to happen.To make the story short, I graduated on my high school days without an honor.
Even when I was on my college days still I had a hard time to rise up again. But by God's grace he allowed Christian people to ministered for me. Step by step I realized my purpose and all those pains I encountered. Everything happens for a reason. It's not an accident who were my parents or my mom became crazy. God allowed all those situations in my life with a purpose.
Growing up without a mother is really not an easy one. It has a great impact to every child especially for me. It's really difficult. But by God's grace I am now getting better. I realized that if only my mom is not crazy I know that she'll take care and love me also. Even though she's the best mom I never had, I still considered I am blessed beyond favor because of her. She gave birth to a beautiful girl and no other than me ,myself ,and I love my mom so much. Hoping and praying that someday we'll meet each other again.
Here are some of my real life stories if you want to know more:
https://read.cash/@mundaysalazar97/no-hatejust-spread-love-9a68c11a
https://read.cash/@mundaysalazar97/youre-gone-but-not-forgotten-8cbe4fa8
https://read.cash/@mundaysalazar97/you-are-my-favorite-hello-and-my-hardest-goodbye-8f8a0d43
Thank you so much for reading. My sponsor block is always open. God bless us all.
You Are My Favorite Hello and my Hardest Goodbye
Does love at first sight really exist? How's the feeling? To some , it's not real because how can you consider that as love when you just newly met that person. Anyway, we have different perspective when it comes to love relationship.
But for me, love at first sight really exist! Why did I say that? Because I experienced it personally. It's not my first time to be in love but this feeling that I felt for him is different! It seems that it is just happened first time in my life ever!
WAY BACK 2019...
I was busy entertaining my customer as a sales lady in a mall here in Iloilo City when there were a couple of guys standing outside. At first, I really thought that they were customers waiting to be entertained. After I've done my transactions with my customer, I hurriedly went out and entertained them. I've done sales talk with them with our branded phones and fake one (we called it here China phone lol. I made all of my guts in order that I could get a sale from them then I was shocked when this one guy as if he's feeling close to me that we were a long time friends lol I never knew his name either. He told me that we're already friends on facebook and out of my curiousity I asked him how come we've been friends on fb. I really attracted to him because he's jolly, smiley and oh my gosh a handsome one (maybe for me only hahah) In my mind, I'm dreaming that can he be my boyfriend please. To make the story short, he visited me on our store every other day when it was his duty also in grocery area (Iloilo Supermart) and I really love it, I mean I'm comfortable with him. I couldn't explain the joy I felt inside what's this. Am I really in love with this person oh come on I just knew him a days ago. Please stop self don't flirt my goodness. haha
As weeks went by, I found myself dating with him. I couldn't understand myself also why I'm in love with him so easy. Before that I had five years relationship with my ex but I never experienced this kind of excitement, freedom , etc... I couldn't explain all in all but it's he's amazing one.
OUR LOVE STORY BEGINS...
It was November 12, 2019 10:00 pm as I said yes to him ! as in we're official boyfriend and girlfriend !yehey!!! It's so much joy I felt that time because the man that I wished that would be my boyfriend when I first saw him came into reality. He's my boyfriend for real and I'm not dreaming anymore!
He's a food lover (food is life haha). As long as he had a money we will always go out, we went to Jollibee (his favorite eating place), Mang Inasal ,Chowking, and even we go outside to eat balot and street foods (even in a simplest eating place we're contented as long as we're both together).
Of course, I'm also a very supportive girlfriend. He loves computer games in short he's addicted on it. He even slept in a computer shop just to play games. That's why I also support him wherever he's happy. When he played games ,I just also sat beside him . Sometimes he taught me how to played his favorite game.
FASTFORWARD
It was December that time when he begun to felt that there was something wrong in his physical condition. At first, he thought that it was only a mild fever. He never mind it. As one month past by, his condition is not good anymore. It was January 14,2020 whe he was rushed into hospital due to his very sickness. He was 50/50 at that time but thanks be to God he survived. He was admitted to the hospital for first week so that he would definitely recover. That were we thought about but it was not what happended next.
It was January 26,2020 at 4 p.m when we were transfered into a private hospital in Iloilo City because the hospital in his hometown Cabatuan could no longer treat his sickness. He was diagnosed of Pneumonia. When we were arrived there, I am little bit relaxed and hoping that his condition would be better because it was a nice private hospital here in the city. On his first day at the hospital where he was transferred everything was smooth. I really thought that we could go out to hospital soonest.
But after 3 days of being there the most unexpected situation happens that I could never imagine that would happen to us. It was January 29,2020 2:30 a.m his life was 50/50. I really prayed and asked God for a miracle that God would spared his life once more. But time was so fast,it was 4:30 a.m on the same date the doctor told us that I ,we, should have to made a decision because there's no enough oxygen on his body. It was the most unforgettable decision and experienced that day. I said goodbye to the person I loved the most. Fly high my love. Your life is indeed a blessing for me ,for us .
Thank you so much for reading. My sponsor block is always open.
@mundaysalazar97
