There are certain phases in our life where we get to temporarily dwell into such place very unfamiliar to us and even takes us a lot out from us, drains us to the extent that we almost reach the point where we would want to take a forever rest. Such instances where without our own favor, we have to invest big for it. And that's okay. Like I said, things will set accordingly because it's all temporary agony. There is probably one or a couple of lessons needed to be realized.
Believe in the process of betterment. Live life confidently as if you think that things are all set and getting better. Because you're not combating it alone, you are a one brave soldier and God is your general. He knows what should be done more than us, no matter how veteran we already became in our individual lives.
Trust in your skills, trust in your talent. Have faith on your own intellectual capacity just like how others see on you. You see the sun? That's how radiating you are when you come. People might have to cover their eyes because you possess an illuminating light beneath you. You bring with you an iridescent glow drawn in your eyes and lips.
Now if possible, don't entertain such negativity so that it may never have the chance to cling on you. Never give them the authority to actually overtake you in reaching your goals.
But if things happen so, it's alright... it's all fine ... that's understandable. But might as well consider giving yourself some break. Give yourself the opportunity to fill the gaps within you. Allow yourself to grown into a beautiful sapling. After that, make it as one of your priorities, take good care of it. Water it with wisdom of God. Expose it to the kindness of the people that surrounds you. Again, trust the process. Things will turn out fine, I believe in you, ans so you should in yourself too...
In the midst of battle, hold on to the thought that 'this too shall pass, this too will pass'. Because the world will gradually cycle out as how your thoughts run. And at the same time, God will be there to pat you and say, "You've done well, my child. Now go home and rest..."
