@miyaanderson
Childhood
My Childhood Memory when I was a child, I think that time I remember I was 5years old I live in my grandma [nanay -mother of my father] house, but sad to say I feel that she didn't care about me. By the way, we are 5 siblings in the family and I'm the 3rd one. When every time I'm going to school before 1 peso is big enough for our allowance. But when I'm asking my grandma [nanay] for my allowance she always tells me that she has no money left. While my brothers and sisters have their allowance . In my mind there's a question why every time I'm asking for my allowance she always tells me no more money left. But to my brothers and sisters she always gives them allowance . Do my grandma [nanay] loves me? When I have some savings on my piggy bank she always take my savings without my permission . I have a saving before because when my father got home from the city all the money he give to me I will put all of it on my piggy bank. once in a moth month my father visit us in our grandma's [nanay] house, its because he is busy with his work that time. My Birthday comes When its my birthday there's always no celebration but for my siblings they always have. I understand that because I know we don't have enough money for it, but I also feel sad slightly, I feel jealous. When I decided to come to my grandma's [lola-mother of my mother] house which near to my grandma [nanay] house, I told to my grandma [lola] and to my auntie about what happen and I cried, because I feel that I'm not belong to them or she didn't like me I think . So my grandma [lola] and my auntie told me that " don't worry we are here for you, we love you , don't mind what your grandma [nanay] did to you. And they decided that I'm gonna stay with them, so that its I stay with them. Graduation day of my eldest brother When that graduation day come [elementary], my auntie told me that I should come and make picture with them and also be part of what ever they gonna do, so I said ok I will be there. So after I finished all my my duties on house hold chores I left the house and go to the graduation ceremony, but I have have doubt in my mind, what if they ignore me or telling to me that I'm not part of it. But I continue to walk until I see them going home talking and eating bread that time I see them laughing while eating a bread walking in the road, I decided to go the deep wheel near the road just to hide my self to them because I don't want to interrupt them having fun, and I pretend that I didn't see them, I just vowed my head and washed my feet and also drink water. Then I saw my brothers and sisters coming to the deep wheel water to wash their feet , I felt shy that moment I can't say anything even hi to them , I feel uncomfortable .Until they left me on the deep wheel . After they are gone I continue to walk and decided to go to school even if the ceremony is done, while walking my tears goes down I can't hold it I felt that I don't belong with them. When I been there in the school ground I sat near the stage and cry until my auntie notice me crying, she comes and sat beside me asking why I'm crying what happen , I told her everything and she cried to ,and said to me don't worry I will buy you a bread , stop crying , don't waste your your tears remember were always here for you. My Graduation Day This is it, my graduation day in elementary. But before that graduation day comes I decided to come in my nanay's house because I want to borrow some of the nicest dress that my sisters wear it . My two sister is knowledgeable, they are honor student, always have medal and ribbon while I have nothing . When I told to my nanay's about the dress that I'm gonna borrow for my graduation day , she refuse and said to me " No , you cannot wear it because you are not honor student, when I heard what my grandma [nanay]said I felt really bad , so I ran away with tear in my eyes. I told to my lola and to my auntie about what my nanay told to me, they comfort me and said its ok , next time I will buy a nice dress ,don't worry. On graduation day I'm just wear a simple t-shirt and skirt, and guess who is there escorting me, not my lola and not my auntie but my nanay , even if my auntie is there , they decided not to escort me because my nanay is there. I'm so blessed and thankful to have a lola and my auntie who is always there to support and loving me. I grow up with them until I finished high school. AND THATS ALL FOR NOW. Lead image source https://images.app.goo.gl/eHFwjXSMwtjNDcPJ9 Be fair when it comes of love to your grandchildren and also to your child, because they are part of your blood and also part of your family. What ever happen in the future family is always a family . Thanks to all that will read ,like and comment on my first article h and also for those who Upvote me Thank You Guys, God Bless You All! And once again to my sister who is always supporting me and thank you also for sponsoring me and also to @Sweetiepie ,Thank so much for sponsoring me, I appreciate it. God Bless you!
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Nice keep going!
Thank you Girl.
*😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭* *Sorry Ate, Hindi ko alam na ganyan pala yung sinabi ni nanay sa iyo. Akala ko okay lang lahat, yun pala may ganyang nangyari.....😭😭😭😭😭....Ngayon ko lang nalaman to, ang sakit sa dibdib.....😭😭😭😭😭...Sorry kung naranasan mo yun sa murang edad....SORRY....SORRY ATE...😭😭😭*
Nako oks lang yun, to be honest sad nga but ng sorry naman sya sakin personally nung time na nagkasakit sya at pumunta kina papa umiyak sya that time while saying sorry, isa lang reply ko sa kanya di pa ako patay para iyakan nya, hehe ayoko nakikitang umiyak sya dahil lang dun at saka tapos na oks na ako. family is always a family. Remember I love you all with all my heart.
*Kailan yan, bakit wala akong alam dyan. No earth pala si ako*
mahal na araw yan,2012 I think,basta medyo mahaba story nyan ,pinapapunta kasi c nanay dito sa cebu kasi ipapagamot yung sakit tapos binili sya ng gamot n papa nun, sa buaya nako nakatira nun.,
*Ah so nasa probinsya pala kami niyan. Kaya pala wala akong alam*
yes na yes.
Ang sakit talaga sissy kapag nafefeel natin na naa out of place tau. Diko pa yan naranasan sissy but i feel you
Tama ka sissy but now ok na ako ,alam ko naman na mahal din nila ako kahit ganun ang nangyari. Salamat sissy
Tama sissy bawal mgtanim ng sama ng loob sa pamilya natin
100% true sissy
Seeing your childhood post here, I went back to that childhood again, many memories are floating in front of my eyes.
Childhood is part of our growing age .We have lot of memories on it.
😭 sad. Kakalungkot naransan ko ya,kaso may mudra ako on my side tapos yung sister ko kay tatay, eh si tatay ko ang may pera kaya yung kapatid ko na bunso evrytime my bago yun tapos ako wala. Laging sinasabi na bunso kasi yun. Si nanay naman sasabihin sakin na bibilhan niya k kapag nagkapera siya. Uso pa nun ang labada at yung ang ginagawa niya pang tulong sa father ko.
Buti kapa may mama kahit papano may malalapitan.. Pero tama ka masakit sya pag nakaranas ka ng ganyan but atleast may tao parin nasa paligid mo na malalapitan mo. kaya sobrang thankful na din ako sa lola ko
Tama is sis, kaya nagsisikap din ako para sa mother ko makayulong man lang ako pambili ng amintenance niya.
Ang bait mo naman sis
Hindi naman sis, kaso parang sa tingin ko kasi obligation ko yun bilang anak😁😁but until now hindi parin ako nakakatulong sa kanila. Sana lang talaga makagawa ako ng paraan para makatulong sa kanila.
Nako yung pagtulong sa magulang hindi lang yan nakabasi s pera na ibibigay mo sa kanila pati na rin sa pg aalaga sa kanila kahit simpling bagay lang yun naibigay mo asa kanila , pagtulong narin yun sis.
Ang problema sis wala ako sa tabi nila.😁😁
ok l;lang yan,,basta may contact parin kayo kahit papano,nakakamusta mo .
Oo sis, pero madalang na ko makapunta.😢
Ok lang yan sis, ako nga d na ako naka contact sa lola ko.at ang layo ko na sa kanila d ko man lang madalaw yung lola ko
Saan ba si lola sis?
Hmmm,, parang Ang sakit sa puso nito ahh,, may pamilya talagang may favoritism,bakit kaya may ganyan??
ahm dependi sa magulang ata yan, basta tau para sa mga anak natin at sa magiging apo magiging fair tayo sa lahat ng bagay, di natin iparanas ang naranasan natin,,
That was sad, pero atleast you have forgiven your nanay already. Just be happy now and don't remember your sad memories.
Yes, because she is part of my family and I love my nanay too ,pass is pass for me its part of our life that God given to me.
It's so sad you went through such moment. Thank God your Lola and auntie stood by you and never left you alone. Nanay didn't do well. She was fair to you and she should not have because you were only a young little girl then. It's past now and thank God for you.
Yes , and we are ok no matter what my past is I still respect and love them.
It hurts nmn. Dpat fair ang lahat ng pgtrato and wag mo n lng dibdibin sis ksi darating din araw mg e exist ka din ng lola mo. Never ko na experience yan .
Yes sis , I'm ok now , for me past is past no matter what happen in the past I still love them.
Thank god sis at tama ka they are still your family.. Kya love love tlga.
Yes sis .Spread love na tayo.
I almost cried while reading this😭 You have such a painful childhood
Yeah ! but I'm ok now. What ever my past they still My family and I love them.