Another realization of being a mom
Good day everyone,I hope all of us are doing going good. It supposed to be publish last night but I was not able to finished it coz we came home late and my mind and body wants to sleep right away after I put to sleep my baby . Let me share to you another realization that hit me when I became a mom. On my previous article I share some of my realization as a first time mom.
As days go by, especially now that I started to work again where as I have only limited time spending with my baby. I realized that when you are a mom, despite of the tiredness that you feel, when you think of the plan for your child's future you will forget all those things coz you want something for your child.
I also realize that this time in every decision that I will make, I always have to consider my baby. Honestly I really want to travel, to unwind even a short ride near the metro, but the first thing I thought is how about our baby? Ganun pala talaga, eventhough I really want it, I just have to set it aside. Kahit galang gala na ko. Since the last time we travel is last year pa. How I wish we have a four wheel car haha
Im also too excited for her 1st birthday haha, I even think of her dress or what would be the theme for her birthday eventhough we still have 8 months to go lol. But in my mind I already thinking of the dishes that I want to prepare for that day. Hmm ako lang kaya yung ganun? I wonder hehe
I always miss her when Im at work, the feeling that I want to give her random hugs. So it is true pala that the smile of your child will wash awat all the tiredness that you feel. And she is always the priority.
Maybe thats the motherhood is. I know there are still lots of things I will discover and realize. But thats all for now. I have to prepare myself since my shift for today is morning.
A mother's life is really different than what she had before having a child. If I'll be one someday, maybe I'll also have such realizations as well.