I am a very intelligent girl since childhood. Life was fun right from my tender age school to high school. And then in my final year in junior class then my class teacher will ask what do u wanna be in future????
I wasn't a quick one to answer question in class so I'd keep mute but then there is this song about profession:
"Standard living standard living (*4)
I'm a doctor in my country (a doctor)
Everybody knows my well
If u look at me up and down u will know that is true"
So I thought of it and I was like 'Mazee what do u wanna be in future?' I couldn't get an answer and I said to myself what am I good at?? What do I do and doesn't get tired of?? It took me some months before conclusion. And alas! I decided I wanna be a computer scientist. Why??? I am fond of computer at that time so I joined the science class. I never realized how tough the science class was.... What I meant was that you have to read more and play less but for me, reverse is the case. I started the journey anyway and I was coping. I wasn't one of the best but I was above average so it was encouraging for me.
As I journey through science class 'Chemistry' became a problem. No matter how hard I try to understand it just keeps coming tough at me. That was how the problems started. I started having a 'D' instead of a 'C' at least.
How do I go about being a computer scientist without passing Chemistry in high school??? The question keeps ringing in my head.
My dad would always encourage me telling me it is the easiest of all subjects.... 'You are finding chemistry difficult because you play more and study less which isn't meant to be' says my dad.
So I will sit and study all night but all proved abortive. Later did I know the problems wasn't from me but from my teacher.... How??? He doesn't know what he teached and I got affected with my playing inclusive. So I got along with the best student in my class, she was this tall, beautiful and smiling faced girl. She taught me but I find it difficult to pass.
I was improving but I never left a grade C to a better one.... But to me, it was better than a grade D.
And it went on like that...... It was my final year in senior class, i was so happy i am going to a university to pursue my dreams. That was when I knew I had a very big problem in chemistry......
What is the problem?????
Next article got the answer..... Watchout 'my dreams 2'
©Mazee
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