I hate myself right.
I hate myself for making you feel like shit.
I hate that you left me as soon as things got hard.
I hate how you didn’t want to try.
I hate myself for pushing you to try to understand.
I hate myself for being broken in the first place.
I hate how the whole thing was meaningless to you.
I hate how you won’t listen to yourself.
I hate how you blame yourself for others mistakes.
At the end of the day I hate myself for making you broken as well. No one cheated, you just gave up. I want the best for you and if that means I’m not there for you then so be it.
- Broken beyond repair.