How long I can hold my temper?
Article #43
July 10, 2022
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I do not publish an article for 3 days I guess because I don't have any ideas about what would I write on this platform and also I am feeling hesitant to publish that something in my mind that maybe everybody doesnt interested in any of my articles but anyways I want to continue here because this community is now my "tambayan" when I don't have work to do. although I don't have an article to publish I tried my best to interact on other writers so that they would not forget me lol.
How long I can hold my temper?
Every one of us has our own attitude,it depends on how to handle our good and bad sides. I can say that I have an attitude that maybe others don't like and one of my bad sides is my temper. I easily get mad and annoyed if I don't feel comfortable anymore. I am not a hypocrite saying that Im a good but my attitude matters to those people who treated me well and I treat them good as well.
"Minsan kasi dahil sa pagiging mabuti mo naabuso ka na para kang kandilang nauubos".your patience is like a candle that slowly melt..
Specially when your relatives or any member of your family treated you for granted, Yung okey lang sila sayo pag may kailangan...
Since then,my partner and I work really hard to earn money and to save even a little just to have an amount if ever we have an emergency that we do not determine anytime will come.
Kaya nagpasya kami na mamuhunan ng kahit maliit lang na negosyo pandagdag sa kita para may ma e save kahit kaunti.
And aside from work,we also had a small sari_sari store for almost 6 years. Different customers and different attitudes weve been encountered,ang daming struggles kapag mag nenegosyo dahil di maiiwasan may mangungutang at di nagbabayad hahahaha. Very sad reality.ang mas masakit ay yung pamilya mo mismo ang nangungutang pero hindi interesado sa pagbabayad.hindi naman sa madamot ako,pinaghirapan namin ng partner ko ang pinuhunan sa negosyo.luha at pawis ang naging pundasyon natin sa ating pangarap but I know struggling is always been a part to make things gets better and success.
It is not my attitude like " maningil ng utang"coz I feel shy and I dont want also to make them feel frustrated, but how would it be? I couldnt help but getting angry secretly to avoid problems on them.
Holding my emotions
Because of my disappointments,I cried a lot many times and I hold my frustrations as long as I can coz I dont want to outburst my anger to anybody by saying some words that might can hurt their feelings.
I know some of you can relate to my situation right now, it is not easy to a feeling that you are just taking for granted even your good to them but they think maybe it's fine because you are blood related.It's okay if they cannot pay you a debts.but seeing them mas inuuna pa ang sugal at bisyo kesa sa pagbabayad ng utang at pangangailangan ng kanilang pamilya,yun ang nakaka dismaya.
I don't want to lose my temper but how long can I handle it?but in my other side I dont want them to get hurt by saying harsh words. at the end of the day I value every customer I have.Even they are not good payers.š
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It's okay that you can express yourself and how sincere of you to admit the truth about your temper. When you are angry, count 1-10, when you are very angry, count 1-100 hahahaha. Most people have a dark side to them and it's anger. I sometimes walk away when I am very angry or I know I might express myself badly.