Avantika
The range of life cannot be seen or measured, but we try to see the end ...
-Love is no exception, it has no limits, no size ....
- But there is no end to love where life ends ... Many times love begins at the end of life ......
---- It won't be long, there will be a boy named Shuvro next to the house for 2/3 years. Yes, it was good to see, but what was noticeable was that his use was not very sincere, but it was kind of sincere. Then he would return home around 8/9. His family was his parents, a younger sister and his grandmother. Everyone was very good. We had a good relationship with them.
- I liked the boy very much in my mind but I never told him because if he likes 10 boys in our area, he will be at 1/2. Besides, I didn't know if he has any room for Shuvri in his mind. He himself understood that I liked him.
- I used to go up to the roof to spend the afternoon, but I wish I could, if I saw him once. Of course, sometimes he would be on the roof, then we would talk a lot. It would have been nice to wait on the roof for him, it would have been nice to love him .....
- The day I found out he was in a new relationship, I was in a lot of trouble. I did not speak for many days. I was very angry when I saw him sitting on the veranda at 12/1 o'clock at night, smiling and talking on the phone. ..! I was never angry with the girl because for this girl I used to see her smile for a while every day, but I loved the girl ....
-Then suddenly stopped coming to the white verandah for many days, does not go to the roof, does not go out with the bike. Finally, not being able to stay, I went to their house one day, my mother also went. I went to spend some time with my aunt Anyway, I saw him lying in the room. What a surprise it was to see me. I talked a lot that day, maybe for the first time I don't know if I will ever talk to him again.
- I heard the breakup with the girl I could not be happy in my mind because after the break, I know how white has become one, now the smile is not like before, there is a strong feeling, there is a feeling of annoyance while talking I finally decided I would propose to him ....
After 2/3 days, even though I didn't have the courage to say no, yes, I love you! I love you as much as I love you, but I love you as much as I can .... and I can't say I cried intentionally because I don't know anything, I just cried ....
-Then he refused me, of course I knew that was why I got less trouble. I loved him like myself. Is this selfless love ...? Maybe but here my interest was to depend on my love for him ...
-But I couldn't accept the reason he refused to show me. In the end, I couldn't handle myself anymore. If one girl cheats, all the girls become cheaters. In fact, faith breaks and faith rises from everyone. Something like this happened in Shuvro's life. And maybe in the middle of it, my life was over ......
- I love you so much Shuvro. Maybe I couldn't say. Maybe I couldn't do everything for you but I would never let you lose me in my midst. You too will understand my love one day when others will find me.
- I never thought that I would have a diary in my hand and that I would read it many times and wet my eyes many times. I never thought that this girl named Rupa would love me like this. I never really thought that one day I would want to love this girl too, I never thought I would want to love .........
- If you love someone, try to love them. Don't blame him even if you don't love him because many people may love you as beautifully as they do. Don't compare an experience in life with everything. Remember if you don't get someone to pray for you then there is someone else who wants you in his prayers And the urge to ask is more than you ................!