Life cannot always be roses and flowers, I am perfectly aware of this, but it cannot, constantly, make you appreciate something that is being born, and then in an instant close the door in your face, just while you are there smiling with the teeth all exposed, it hurts like hell, and it is absolutely not beautiful...

I would like to have the strength and the courage not to be affected in the least by these events, but it is not always easy, because I tend to metabolize these situations, as proof of this fact I have a strong stomach ache, which I hope will pass as soon as possible but still remains, it was something that saddened me enormously...