ALTER

You were asking yourself how did that happen?

The answer,

You decided to change for the sake of your self, not for the other but for you. You've been hurt and emotionally drained, but remember you are like a flower, you bloom then withered but in the end of the day you are the most precious and lovely by yourself. So, don't change for the other just because you wanna reached their ideal, if they truly and sincerely love you, they will accept you no matter what. LOVE COULD HURT YOU, JUST FOR YOU TO ALTER YOURSELF AND BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FLOWER.